non-lucid

I'm the adopted son of a nobleman, and I'm in love with this girl. The girl's mother hates me, however, because I'm not noble by blood. There was a clock that I used to do something. The girl's sister contacts me through the clock, with there being some sort of interface on it. The last time she contacted me, I couldn't get it to work right.

I remember the girl's mom taking my cellphone and looking through my internet history to look for something specific to hold against me, but it wasn't there. I also remember there being some sort of music playing during the "flashback" to my childhood, but I don't know the song.

My ex-girlfriend is visiting me from whatever state she lived in (irl, the girl lives in the same city as me and she has never been my girlfriend.) We started going back out, I leave to do something at some point, there's this sort of LoL sub-dream that's going on alongside this, and when I get back, she's lost because she went out to help with a search party (derp)
I start getting ready to go search for her, but my dad doesn't seem too happy about it.

I remember something about a movie store and Toys R Us as well.

Nap on 4/24/2012

My friend from Communications class is driving me around. I'm singing along with the radio, which is one of the Nico Nico Choruses. A policeman shows up and offers to drive us around in his golf cart. I don't get on but he drives off so I run to catch up. My friend says he accidentally told him I was ready.

It's a Minecraft-ish world. I'm playing as Rammus and Wukong.


Night of 4/24-25/2012

I'm having a party and I invite all my old highschool friends. I say that I wonder when my friend Maria is going to show up, then she pops out from under a bunch of pillows and says "I'm already here!"


I'm lying in bed, eating sunflower seeds and trying to go to sleep. My mom and my sister are being loud so I can't do it. It's probably around time for me to get up anyway. I go to the hallway and my mom asks me to feed the dogs. I say yeah, sure, and I go to fill up their food bowl. There are two of Cassie, and I don't think anything of it until I start walking back inside.

"Why are there two Cassies? Because I'm dreaming!"
I do a reality check and start rubbing my hands together while I try to think of what a good way to stabilize is. I start to feel myself fade, so I shout "INCREASE LUCIDITY!" No more luck than last time. I try it a few more times, and then start asking my subconscious to help me out. I fade to black and soon feel myself wake up.

I do a reality check. Nothing. I'm still super happy that I had a lucid dream, though. I tell myself "Good job" and try to go back to sleep. I lay there for a bit and realize I'm not tired at all. I decide that I'll just have another lucid dream later on in the day when I take a nap.

Nap 1 on 4/25/2012

I dream about having to go buy corn dogs, and say that we can just go buy one from a fast food restaurant.

MaximumRevolver was doing a speech in Communications class (even though he's not in my Communications class) and it turns out to be just like 5 minutes of a song.

I remember having a False Awakening, but I wasn't lucid for it. I only realized what it was when I woke up.

I can scroll around a map Homestuck-style. My friend tells me to look at this certain area, so I look and there's this little imp thing with its head cut off, waving its arms around. I proceed to look at every area with a door, and there's one in every room with a door.

There's this group of people that I'm included in, and we're trying to break some sort of building. There's this guy in techy armor, and he cuts an oval into his shirt, placing a portal in it so he can carry the portal on his chest.
"Hey, I kinda look like a human-controlled construct."
We portal in and start marketing this new candy and cookies to the leader of the building.

There are two brothers. Their father was killed or committed suicide, I don't know which. It just showed an image of him in the background, dead and bloody, sitting against a wall while in the foreground his son is playing with the butler happily.
They were on a roof, and had to escape from something. They kept catching each other when they were about to fall. One time, the older brother falls and the younger brother goes to catch him. He's not going to make it. He lets go of the rail he was holding on to, falling to catch his brother. He'll be able to save him, right?
No, wait, they're just freefalling. They talk, tell each other they love the other, and then suddenly I'm back in the previous dream (this is where the candy ads come in)

There was going to be some sort of party at my friend Jesse's house, but I couldn't find my car, so I asked my other friend DJ to drive me there.

In the Anime Club room, my ex-girlfriend was there, but she was deaf. She started singing, but would pause every now and then as if she were trying to remember how to hit certain notes. It sounded pretty good, but wasn't the best thing ever. Class started so I wasn't able to give her advice.

I had a false awakening. I walked into my living room and started looking for a sticky note to write my DJ entry on, but then I remembered to do my reality check. Lo and behold, I was dreaming. It was dark, so I couldn't look at my hands to stabilize myself, and when I tried to speak, I woke up. I could hear my sister being reeeeeeally loud in the other room so I probably couldn't stabilize because of that.

So I took a little nap, hoping to turn my failed transition into a WBTB, but I ended up just falling asleep normally. I kept slipping back and forth into this dream. Every time I started to realize I was dreaming, I'd just wake up, but I could fall back into it easily. (Albeit losing awareness. Sigh.)

I'm traveling around a hotel trying to find something. Something happens and police officers are rounding everyone up. I end up outside. Standing behind me is someone holding a raccoon. I remember there being two 'bad guys.' They were traveling in straight lines and teleporting with a gun.
One of the guys falls in the snow and drops his gun, so the other guy gets teleported into nothingness.
I somehow got around to running away from a dragon, but I realize it can only go in straight lines as well, so I get cocky and just sidestepping it while taunting it.

I'm a wizard. There's this girl and her older sister with me that I'm hanging out with. I'm in my old house (Ledbetter,) looking through my irl sister's old closet. I find things like old gameboy games that don't exist and stuff. The girl and her sister are arguing about magic and the little sister is complaining about how much of a bitch her older sister is, with her "gaming job" and stuff.

The older sister and I could do/understand magic, but not the little sister, so we just kinda ignored her. We were looking for something specific, I think, and watching out for something. We decide to finally go to sleep and we lay down. It's very cramped. I close my eyes and hear the younger sister say "It's funny that we're going to sleep in a normal person way, but the dirt is changing into ____"

I realize we must be WILDing, so I try to transition to the meadow. I wake up.

I'm not sure if this counts as lucid. I realized I was transitioning to a dream, but I'm not sure if I realized I was in one at the time. I only realized that as I was in the middle of the transition. and decided to just try to transition all the way to the meadow instead of just back into the old dream (for some reason... -sigh-)

I'm driving in my car in my school's parking lot. There was a lot more to it but I can't remember ><

I'm walking around in an anime convention looking at stuff. This particular convention has shown up in my dreams repeatedly, but I've never been there irl. I don't even know if it's a real con.
I don't remember much except that one of my irl friends was actually being all happy and stuff towards me like she used to be, even though in real life she really doesn't like me ._.

"Kel!"
"Yeah, Kenan?"
"Go help Obama with his presidency!"

World of Warcraft
Sprinter from the boufbowl game in Wakfu (forgot his name)

Minecraft

A group of four people are gathered to do some sort of competition. Beside me stands a guy much taller and muscular than I am, a woman with long hair that seems to be about my age (20ish), and a gothic loli (meaning that she was indeed a loli, wearing gothic lolita clothing.)
We are given shots in our arms, which are then wrapped with white gauze. The girl that is around my age looks over at me, seeing a pool of red building up on the gauze. She asks me if I'm okay, pointing it out to me. I tell her that I'm fine and that I didn't feel anything, then the instructors explain that the color of the 'bleeding' represents the thing that we desire most. Somehow, I know immediately that mine is love. I look at the others, but I don't remember what their colors were.
I don't remember very much of this dream, but I do know that the 'contest' (There were no losers. I think that at least two of us won.) supposedly spanned over days. The big muscular guy went off by himself, as did I for a bit. It didn't take long for me to team up with the girls, though, and my desire was fulfilled when I fell in love with the loli girl.
I also vaguely remember going out into the fields to find the muscular guy, and that part of the competition required us to run dungeons.

I remember swimming in the water, but I have some sort of thing to help me do it. I don't really remember what it was. Hell, it could have been a boat. There was some sort of pet that I had. I'm thinking it was a Tofu.

My Little Pony toys at McDonalds drive-through. I remember getting really frustrated at them cause they were making a big deal out of whether I asked for a boy or a girl toy, not even bothering to ask me.

MaximumRevolver and I are walking around a bookstore, looking for some girl. We never find her.

There's a trolley that leads through some sort of amusement park, maybe? I've had dreams about it before. I remember getting brief glimpses (or maybe flashbacks) of the station.

I literally RAN to the trolley and jumped on so I could ride.

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Everything's power shuts down almost completely and I am stuck with my imminent death...unless I time travel out and prevent it from ever happening! My friend (who loves Xelors) helps me open a Zaap portal THROUGH TIME so I can save myself.


MaximumRevolver drives me halfway to school in his car.

My computer teacher's being a *!&@# about some sort of drill, even though I can do everything perfectly. (This is probably carried over from irl, where I finish my homework like 30 minutes before class ends so I do other stuff, then she asks to see it so I show her my list of perfect scores :I)

There's some girl reading a book about what looks like traditional Asian mythology, but she put a lot of Easter Eggs in. The last one is a narwhal.

The dream ends as I get back to my high school's parking lot and MaximumRevolver and I are about to drive away.

My friends and I are walking through a college skyscraper. We're trying to find the pool for some reason. We get to the roof and there is a person who says something to us and then his hair turns into wings and he flies away. It switches to more of a movie about two brothers, seems like a comedy. Their father makes them go to the same roof, and they grab a rope hanging from a helicopter. The helicopter starts to fly off so they're left hanging by the rope, flying through the air. I was thinking "Man, that's so unrealistic. There's no way they'd be able to hold on to that." The rope breaks and one of the brothers starts to fall, but the other one tries to catch him. He starts swinging back and forth, trying to catch his (ridiculously long) ponytail.

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There's this cute girl that I did my interview with when I applied at WalMart. In the dream, we started dating but she got upset because she found furry stuff on the internet via my computer (Which is funny, because she's a furry.) All I remember is just trying to find her so we could talk it out.

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It's the end of the world, and my people are slowly starting to die off. The planet has been swept by a disease that seems incurable. We've tried every medicine that we could think of, even creating new ones in our labs. The only survivors are members of my family.

But there was one thing that we didn't try.

I don't remember how I found her, but I was amazed at what I saw. A tree in the middle of the forest, with her bark wrapped around a person as they slept. No, not sleeping. In a sort of meditative state, maybe? I just stood there and stared at her, and she spoke to me. I felt an unexplainable bond with this tree, like she was a daughter to me. She told me that the person had been inflicted with the disease and that they came to her for help. She wrapped her bark around them and helped them, curing them of the disease.

I went to my family, telling them of my discovery. My grandmother was very interested in the tree, as well as some other members of my family that I didn't really know that well. My daughter, however, was getting upset with how much time I spent with the tree.

Skip forward a bit; my daughter caught the disease. I told her to go to the tree to cure herself, but she wouldn't listen. I continued to beg her, but one day, she was gone.

Help me, father.

I'm in a space station. A voice echoes through my head and I run as fast as I can, trying to keep myself from crying so that I can see.

Help me.

I'm running through the aisles of what looks like a supermarket, looking for my daughter. Suddenly, I realize that the voice in my head isn't my daughter's. It's the tree's. I continue to run, looking for my daughter. She comes first. I didn't want her to think that I loved the tree more.

I find my daughter leaning against the ends of one of the aisles, maybe crying. She's sick. Really sick. I hug her and tell her that I love her, and that everything will be okay.

I find the tree. She is in the space station, replanted here. She doesn't seem to mind, but then why was she calling for help?

No, she didn't need help. She was leading me to my daughter.

I convince my daughter to let the tree help her. She refuses to let the tree wrap the bark around her, but she just sleeps while leaning against her. I think it works. I think she's been cured.

(This dream, although there was a dream between it and when I woke up, and although I'm posting this about an hour after I woke up, still hurts my heart. I won't be forgetting this feeling anytime soon. Is this the feeling of fear a father gets when he thinks he's going to lose his daughter? If so, I pray for all of the fathers out there who have felt this way.)

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My friends and I are playing a racing game, something about fire and how someone was drinking alcohol so they exploded or something.

I'm lying against a pile of scrap in the middle of the meadow, the cold winter air swirling around me. Everything is covered in frost, but I'm not cold. The sentient radio that my master left me with crackles softly. I wonder if she's asleep. I'm lying facing West, hiding from a group of animal-human hybrids that are working with my friend Seth. The radio had told me that there was movement in the East, so I positioned myself accordingly, listening behind me for any sign of hostility. I don't know how many hours I've been sitting here, motionless, waiting for someone to rescue me from these monsters.

My ears perk up as I hear something moving in front of me. At first I think that it's something small like a rabbit, but I hear it again, heavier this time.

"Radio? Are you still there?"

"Yes, I'm still here," she answered reassuringly.

"You said movement in the East, right?"

There was a pause and the static crackled lightly once more.

"The West."

Just after she says this, one of the monsters leaps out from behind the scrap in front of me, which I manage to dodge barely. I scramble to my feet, running for my life with it on my tail. I hear a gunshot as Seth fires his revolver at me. Two more of the monsters join in the chase, and I'm able to fight them off and keep up the pace, heading toward where Seth is standing. Two, three, four shots. Either he has bad aim or the revolver isn't aiming straight, since I'm running directly at him, only dodging slightly. As I try to grab him, he moves to the side and fires off two more shots, beginning to reload. Just as he finishes reloading, I'm able to get a hold of him, tackling him to the ground. I get the gun from him, running away once more. I fall on my back and shoot two of the monsters chasing me. I get back on my feet, noticing one more approaching from the distance. I aim a bit high to compensate for bullet drop, pull the hammer to reload, and shoot. I hit it in the shoulder, although the bullet just seems to sink in and fall to the ground. Yeah, the gun isn't aiming straight. I wasn't aiming anywhere near its shoulder. Nonetheless, it stops pursuit. Suddenly, Seth is back on me, and I fire a shot at him. The bullet seems to curve out of the way and I start sprinting, turning around and firing another bullet at him. He dodges to the right and the bullet whizzes past his head. One more bullet, but no such luck. Alright, I'm tired of this. I come to the mouth of the forest, turning to face him, aiming the gun straight at him. He stops running, standing hardly 10 feet in front of me. He grins, beginning to walk toward me slowly. I pull down the hammer on the revolver, pulling the trigger and...

Nothing. Seth lets out a laugh and runs at me. I try to hit him with the gun, but he catches my arm, disarms me, and pushes me onto the ground. He stands over me menacingly, and I wait for him to finish what he started.


"Okay, you have one more letter, Seth. With this, you'll be able to take home the grand prize!" Suddenly, there's a game show host standing beside him with a giant letter board like the one on Wheel of Fortune. Seth answers with a letter that I don't hear, and the game show host tells him that he's wrong. Seth objects, asking what the answer was, but the game show host is nervous and reluctant to answer. Did he cheat? Everything begins to fade around me, and then I'm lying in darkness.

Hm...that was an awesome dream. I think to myself, rolling over in my bed trying to go back to sleep. After about 5 minutes, I feel breath in my ear and sounds like a dog is sniffing of me. My hand twitches and it stops, and I stay completely still, hoping for it to continue. A few minutes later, nothing happens and my back is aching so I stretch and lay on my back and put my hands under my thighs. This time, I try to DEILD. It doesn't take very long, and I hear myself breathing at an extremely increased volume. It surprises me, so I jump. It breaks the DEILD. Good. I'm close now. I sit still, waiting for it to happen again, knowing that I won't jump the next time. I'm ready for it.

About 45 minutes later, nothing more has happened, and my back is still aching, so I just get up.


There was a LOT more to the dream than what I've written down here, such as who my master was and how I got to the meadow, but since I tried to DEILD, I didn't write any of it down in my DJ and I've forgotten it. It was still an awesome dream nonetheless <3

I waited until now to write down my dream journal, and now I have no idea what any of this means. I'm a horrible person ;_;

Gobballfield Country
MMO
MaximumRevolver playing
I wanna play now
It's a game that is boring unless someone is watching me play

Pokemon game
Kori leaves items for me

Water fight
G&PT
song

high school
classes changed

Lesson learned today: Don't wait until 5 PM to write down your dreams cause you won't remember anything about them

The only thing I really remember from my dreams last night is the dream fragment things that you get before you fully transition into a WILD.

During Nap: I remember running along a sort of vine in a jungle, holding an egg that I was focusing on. There was a crowd watching. On the egg were the numbers I was counting in my head. It felt like something was chasing me. I kept switching my focus onto the meadow I want to start my lucid dream in, but I kept trying for a few hours. I eventually gave up and decided that if a REM cycle hadn't already come along, it wasn't going to anytime soon.

Midnight when I'm trying to WILD: I almost fully transitioned here I think: I started to realize I was in a fight, my balance was really thrown off, and I swung my arm at whatever it was that I was fighting. I was on some sort of rail system, so I just kept moving. Then my mind just cleared up. No more WILDing. Just like that. Normal sleep time.