seandevlin

i was being outcast by my friends. i had this pile of paper that i was going to light on fire and everyone was worried something bad would happen. so i decided to jump onto the pile which was suddenly a small island in the middle of this sewage, dark lake. the entire dream had a dark, dirty feel to it. i cant remember much.

i was at nancys house and trying to bake a cake. robert was there heating up food. i was looking at a mirror that opened up to search the internet, and i remember telling someone that you could go online with anything these days. monika showed up and everyone was surprised, she was dressed real nice. i talked to alli on the phone and mentioned seeing her and we had a good talk and she told me that she was seeing someone, that it had been so long, and i said that was okay. her sister was there along with another friend, at nancys, and it made me feel uncomfortable.
we went out to the pool and i was invisible, carson and monika were talking about me and how i could let go of anger so easily. monika said one time she came out to the pool and i was just floating there, on fire, and then all of a sudden my hair was wet. this realy shocked carson, they started to kiss. then i appeared and said i saw them. i said they could kiss if i could have sex with monika while they did it. i devided i couldnt do this and instead of kept pushing their heads underwater. then i drowned them. during this time i felt like i was invisible. i could see their bodies floating in the pool from up above and i went inside to where i had a son, he was asleep so i layed him on the couch and was going to lay with him so they would not think i drowned them, but instead i got up and went to the table. i picked up this device that had two scrolls hidden inside it, along with a key, and was shaped like a cross. I started walking down the street barefoot, to bury it. while i was doing this a narration was going on about how they had this all planned from the beginning. the scrolls read the truth of their lives, about how one of them was abandoned by her parents when she was young, etc..
i passed two kids [18yrs.]leading a group of younger boys[10yrs.], down the road. the young boys were repeating what the older boys were saying, it was a religious procession and they were dressed very nicely. they were chanting things i cannot remember but i chimed in something along the lines of 'to get a real life' and the young boys imitated it, which the older boys laughed at. at the back of the line were to quiete older clergy men, dressed as how the pope dressed. a white van drove past me with plants in the back and ran through a cast iron gate and then i remembered that either this was a dream that showed the perspectives of different people, [as if, i watch the van crash through the gate. then i am viewing things from the drivers perspective and he takes it to the next scene. then when he gets to the house i am watching it through the person who is at the house' perspective]. or that i recently had a dream which was that way and that this dream was melding into that one.
i bury the item with the hidden scrolls in it and think of how i know who is going to find it, a young girl that was in a previous dream i had. then i wake up.

i was going to school with my brother and sister and we missed the bus. we went to the supermarket with jerry and mom. they had a huge glass wall that said car saver and when something was about to hit the wall with enough speed it went through the wall, as if the wall was electronic glass. they also sprayed the rugs with what looked like spray paint and would spry it in the air. i wanted to leave while they were waiting for a prescription jerry wrote to himself, so i went outside and was crossing the st when i woke up


#2 i was on a bus/rv with a few other people and we saw wild birds, a cheetah, and other wildlife. the birds were biting us and trying to get into the trailer. the cheetah was outsisde the window and kept jumping up to it and i was concerned it would jump through the window. there were a few people there one was making breakfast the others were walking around outside or taking photos of the animals with me

#1 carson and i are at the beach. she walks off with a friend of hers and i stay behind. talking to this man about things, like the beach, the area, and carson. she comes back and starts applying makeup to her neck, says she got a hickey from making out with her friend. i tell her that thanks for not making out with me ever and instead making out with a random friend at the beach. i decide to leave and go back to where we are staying, as i turn a girl walks up to me and make a gesture or comment about how i am attractive and she is interested in me. i dont react and head back to where we are staying. its strange because carson and i are currently dating but in the dream it was as if we were broken up for some time.

#2
i am pretending to be a bike messenger and i arrive at a building.out front is an unlocked ed bike and i take it. i go into the bathroom and there are sodas in the fridge that look fancy and i decide to steal some. there is a backpack under the desk so i start emptying it out. in my head or down the hall i hear someone saying that the bag has been left there fo rmonths, so i feel less guilty about it. i take the bag and on my way out a woman calls me by name. i do not recognize her but i pretend that i do and we chat for a minute. i got outside and there is a nice looking blue bike. it seems perfect for me and i let ryan check it out. as i watch him it turns into a green car. he does some trick with it as it changes back into a bike an dwhen he hands it to me, its not a fold-up scooter. i tuck it into the straps of my backpack and hop on my red bike. as im riding down the street my front teeeth start to hurt, it feels like they are pushing against the helmet. i take it off and strap it to th ebasket. corey hits a rough patch and flips over his handlebars. we are returning to coolidge st and i am worrid about being seen on a stolen bike. i have a daydream about what i would do if i was seen.

when i wake up my teeth hurt, as if ie been pressing them against each other.