Senju

(/ means my own thoughts on the dream, I write these down simultaneously as I write about my dream)

I woke up in the middle of the night and quickly wrote down what I could recall (I did not know I had done this when I woke up this morning)

When I came home during the day I was eager to see what I had written, because during the day I realized I wrote something down in the middle of the night.
So when I came home I checked my dream journal and this is what I had written:

''A picture of two white dots in a white background.'' /Hard to explain

This sounded like a nrem dream, interesting.
I sat there very surprised, as I could not recall writing this down, then I continued, because I noticed I had made another entry:

''Massacre'' /I wanted to kill for some reason

Erm, this sounded very pshyco-ish to me I'm a bit sad I could not recall the whole dream, because these few words made it sound interesting haha.

-Senju

Woke up and tried to remember any dreams I've dreamt last night but I could not

As the day carried on I happened to see a ex-friends mother and a dream fragment hit me like a bullet:

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In first person I see a crowd of people walking past me, carrying shopping bags and such, I have never been at this place before as the environment is new to me, a small street with gray exterior. Suddenly in the heaps of people walking by I see a familiar face, the mother to a girl I was once fond of.
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From what I can recall from this dream fragment, it feels like I'm an outsider, or a ghost, the people walks by and no one even looks in my direction, maybe they are not aware that I'm there. I can only see one face clearly, the mom's face. The rest of the faces in the crowd is blurred out.

I do not know why, but this particular scene in the dream - concluding that this in fact was a dream fragment and not the whole dream - seems to stand out, and has alot of feelings involved, most likely because of the fact that I was once very fond of this woman's daughter. Nevertheless this is for me a memorable dream fragment, because it managed to stir up old memories.

-Senju