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This morning, after awakening and reading a little, I decided to try to enter a lucid dreaming state. I had trouble for about half an hour, probably because I was so focused on staying aware, I kept myself awake. Finally, I dropped into a light sleep, began normal dreaming and then I awoke but found I was very heavy. I knew I was in the right state to enter a lucid dream. I closed my eyes and felt a building, intense sensation and then the intense vibration hit and I began feeling disoriented (not in a negative sense, though) and then immediately felt another vibration and I was in the dream world. I was floating around, not really able to control it much and then saw that I was in a wide open landscape with lush greenery and high hedges. I floated to the ground but found I couldn't fly as easily as the other morning's dream. My movements felt very sludgey and I could only bounce/float. Then I noticed a big red barn a couple hundred yards away and wanted to go look at it. I tried to fly and suddenly I felt very weighted and winded. I opened my mouth to take a big breath and then suddenly I was out of the dream and awake. I felt somewhat frustrated, wondering what went wrong. Any insight would be appreciated.