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[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"]04.05.2011[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Black"]Still No Control[/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#000000"][/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"]In my opinion, at least, I have near perfect clarity in my lucids, they are always stable and I am highly conscious and aware in my dreams, but I've been having less and less control lately. The only control I have is, how should I put it? Passive Influence over DC's. DC's will generally go along with what I want, like if I want them to move out of my way, or I want them to do something more specific, they will just by my will.

When I got up the next day I remembered a dream of being in a school bus, travelling cross country, not lucid, this MAY have been what happened previously but i'm not sure.[/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]

I just remember it coming to me that I was dreaming while in my school bus. I had a look around and was thinking what might i do. There was a girl I hate on the bus, and I just thought, someone make her angry. [/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"](Note, I just thought, make her angry, I didn't specify how) [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]The guy next to her groped her and then she screamed out PERVERT!!!, and beat him down. It was kinda funny to watch.

After more of a look I left the bus, everyone got out of my way and while I walked away I remembered a stabilization thing I haven't done. I licked a metal pole in the bus and it tasted how you'd think it would, cold and smooth. I then did my arm, also normal and then got out and licked the ashphalt, it had no exact taste, but it's texture was rough and jagged, but not as much as it should be.

I looked up and people were looking at me funny. [/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"](Understandable, I was licking ashphalt) [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]I got up and just walked around as usual [/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"](because of my suckish control, I can't put myself in a fun situation)[/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"] when I tried to go through a door, hoping it would lead to another planet, but it just lead to my school yard, where it would in real life. I tried to directly make a portal, I even tried my special method, fail. I tried multiple other things I was once good at, fail. Dream ended somewhere around here.[/COLOR][/INDENT]