StupidxLamb

Couldn't write this earlier because I worked but I had a strange dream.

It felt like I was in one of those scary movies where there are people in hiding and others who are searching and want to kill those in hiding.

I was one of the ones in hiding. Sadly, because I went through a whole day of stuff I don't think I can recall all the dream but I just want to get some of it out.

There was a group of people, about 10-12, all different ages and races and somehow we were paired together. We were in hiding because there were people who wanted to kill us. It seemed like 30 Days of Night type deal or The Road but not exactly because there were still others living in the world quite normally that we occasionally came into contact with.

Right now all I can remember was being in a house where the windows and doors were blocked with whatever we could find, sheets, tables, blankets, boxes, anything. We were trying to keep ourselves safe so we never turned on lights.

It was day light at one point and I remember barely peaking out a part of the window, making sure it was safe. The house was just sad. We were all sitting around just waiting for when it was okay to move to the next place.

Something went wrong. All I remember was us rushing as fast as we could to get on a bus, but it wasn't really a bus. More like a tour bus/the bus from Harry Potter. I was standing outside of the bus handing little children from their parents up into the bus while my boyfriend was sitting in the driver seat, but he wasn't my rl boyfriend. As I'm pushing people onto the bus faster and faster I can see the bad people coming. My boyfriend is yelling at me to get on the bus but I wont. I have to make sure that everyone is safe.

At the last possible moment I am able to get on the bus and we speed away as fast as we can. While sitting in the seat behind the driver seat i place my hand on my dream boyfriends shoulder and he grabs it tightly for a minute before returning to the steering wheel.

We drive for what seems like a short while but somehow we're safe. We're at the next area and my dream boyfriend walks out of the car into the house and starts getting people in. After everyone is situated he sits on a chair and pulls me to sit on his lap. His hands grab my face in a somewhat rougher manner but its because he was afraid. He says "This life is miserable as it is. You can't do that again. I couldn't continue without you. We (looks around) wouldn't continue without you" and then he kisses me.

I woke shortly after that and rushed to work.

What an intense dream.

I'm definitely stressed about finals week and I think last night was no exception. I barely recall anything.

It was fall/Halloween time. All the houses were massively decorated and children were outside running around. I was inside attempting to throw little creepy spiders and spiderwebs out the windows but all the windows were so blocked that the spiders would get stuck in the decorations on the house. A girl from my job was there trying to help me. She was late for work and ran up the road to a restaurant.

Next think I remember is an older man, 40-50s, hitting on me and me flirting back. We started to head back to his place and I woke up.

In my dream last night I was at another rather large and weird apartment complex with a bunch of people running around. Right before bed I had watched Far and Away so it was like people were running to claim apartments. I walked into one with my boyfriend. His friends happened to be inside. Some were people I know and others were friends, he said, but I'm not really sure who any of these people were. It appeared that they were all living in this apartment.

I'm shy as it is so I felt pretty uncomfortable around a bunch of people I don't really know. I sat down and Mike, the friend I do know and house/cat sat with my boyfriend a few weeks ago, kinda looked at me and said I shouldn't be here. I looked puzzled and he said that he and Allie hated me and didn't ever want to see me again.

I started to panic because the rest of the people in the house began to look at me like I was unwanted. I ran to a room and started to redress, or so it seemed, and pack to leave. My boyfriend who generally takes a while to leave was walking around and I thought as long as I got all our stuff there would be nothing to cause him to wait any longer.

As I was gathering up my things I saw a letter sitting on the night stand in what was supposed to be Mike and Allies room. It was addressed to me and I could sort of see through it. I saw the words 'I cant believe you did that. You are never allowed here again'.

As I was leaving I woke up.

Getting a little better at recalling my dreams I suppose. I'm just having trouble putting it into words so that others understand.

I enjoy the tv show Roseanne a lot and in my dream for a short period my mom and dad were Roseanne and Dan Conner. We lived in this rather large fancy house and were all running around quite frantic as if we were late for something. It was night and had snowed quite a lot. I remember the color of the night like standing in a street full of street lights at night. That somewhat soft amber light.

Dan, my dad, went out to shovel and warm the cars while Roseanne, my mom, started arguing with her sister from the tv show, Jackie. Ultimately the fight was about Jackie wanting to live her life and make her own decisions and Roseanne thinking she can rule everything, including her sisters life.

I stuck up for Jackie which pissed Roseanne(mom) off to no return. The next thing I remember was trying to touch up my makeup before we leave but not being able to find my mascara or eye makeup brushes that were literally just in front of me*. I kept asking my mom, who at this point turned into my mom, where they were and she just glared at me and ignored me like she does in real life.

Mom heads out to the garage and I see her get into my bffs Lebaron and back out like a mad woman. The driveway is like my bffs where it goes in a downward direction from the street. Its scary with the snow because you slip all over the place. My mom ends up backing off the side of the driveway into snow. The car turns its nose completely upright to the sky buried deep in snow on either side and Dan, my dad, rushes over to help her. She gets out still angry and starts heading towards me.

I don't remember anything after that.

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*Side note: I have dreams like this a lot where simple tasks take forever. In this case getting ready. I was attempting to touch up my makeup and at one point its going smoothly. The next I'm having trouble grabbing things, the things I grab turn from one thing to another, those things are possibly things I didn't even use when applying makeup, and then parts go missing giving me this fear that I'm being forced to leave or finish without completing what I was doing. In other dreams its closing windows or locking doors. No matter what I do they never stay shut or lock securely. Why is this?

This whole dream remembering thing is just not as easy for me.

What I've noticed is as I wake up there is a part of me that is learning to hold on to my dream a little longer so I can recall it but I'm recalling a poor quality one.

I was in some strange house with a bunch of people including this guy I dated last year. I think I remember us having to move boxes around from room to room.

I also recall having a wand in my hand very similar to the wand in the new Harry Potter.

The guy I dated was a jerk at some point and made me pay some money for a bite of his food even though we were all living in this house.

I feel like a remember another dream but nothing is coming to me so for now this is all the boringness I have.

I feel really bad for anyone who skims through this because its not exciting. Just using it for practice so I can start lucid dreaming.
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I vaguely remember part of my dream last night.

I was driving to this odd apartment complex to pick up my sister. I don't know how I knew this but I was aware that she slept there over night because she was drunk.

The apartment was a boss of mine at work who I think hates me. In my dream she was as rude as she would normally be to me. I was attempting to get in touch with my sister to pick her up before my boss got home, just wanting to avoid her.

When I go to the apartments it was night and there were a bunch of drunk frat guys laying all over the lawn. I snuck inside and woke my sister and then I woke up.

At least I remembered something!

Sadly...nothing to report haha I wish was better at recalling my dreams.

My goal tonight: recall my dream so I can get on with the show

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