Synsine

I was in my bedroom. It was really dark and scary. I saw my mom passing by and someone said in my mind that I had to stop denying my feelings about my mom.
I laid down in my bed. I got a feeling that there was a void inside of me that continuously growed larger. I could also see some kind of black hole with white sparks inside of me. It felt like I was going to disappear. I then thought that there is no such thing as nothing. After that, the black hole turned into energy and I felt carefree and like everything is just a game. I started to spin around my axis and thought that I was evolving.

I was in a flat with a bright room. I felt there was a distance between me and the people in the room. Unfortunately that's all I remember.