memorable

I am staying at my ex boyfriend Jaris's house, but it is really my grandma's old house from real life. There is a blindfolded naked white boy in one of the rooms. I am supposed to go in and have sex with him but instead I turn him down and he says he likes that I am not easy.

I am sharing a bed with Ronald (ex's deceased brother in real life) trying to sleep. He keeps touching me underneath the covers while his girlfriend is on the bed with us.

I am in a hospital wearing a gown and carrying my chair to my vanity. I go into the waiting room and I can't find my mom or her boyfriend and I get pissed off. I sit down along the wall next to a girl and a guy. I call my mom and she won't tell me where she sat so I get angry and start cussing her out. The girl next to me makes a comment which pisses me off even more and moves to another seat. The guy is just shaking his head at me.

Now I am crusin around in a big van with my crew. I'm in a gang and we have hits we need to complete. Lil Wayne is one of the gang members. I am a black girl now too. Other members of our gang include little kids. We go into the hospital and knock each person off our list. One of the hits is a young black girl. We kidnap her and drive around with her until we get bored and decide to blow her brains out. Geoffrey (from my childhood) is driving. Lil Wayne gets shot by accident and I comfort him as he dies in my arms.

Geoffrey is driving crazily around my moms house. He is driving through peoples yards and he ends up in my backyard. My dog Sunny and my cousins dog Yogi are playing and I am scared Geoffrey is going to hit them.

There are only 5 of us left. Geoffrey hands us each a gun to match our character. He hands me a small hand gun and tells me I am nurturing. We then begin shooting at each other. I shoot at everyone except for Geoffrey because he says he won't shoot me because I wasn't mean to him in school. Kylie is mad that I shot at her because she wasn't going to shoot at me until I shot at her. I definitely shoot Amanda and she shoots me back. I also shoot the little girl while looking underneath the seat in the chest. I later feel bad for shooting at Kylie and the little girl.

We realize they were bb guns and I now have tiny bb's stuck in my skin. The majority of them are along my hips and I feel sore. We go back to the hospital and I am running down the hallways hoping no one can see that I'm shot.

I enter a room full of thugs. They are all starring at me looking like they are in love. I go and sit next to my homie Snoop Dogg and all the other guys are soo jealous. Snoop Dogg is actually cute in my dream and we all are wearing black puffy north face coats. He also looks short.

I am dating a hot guy. He is a tall, white boy that dresses like he is a model straight out of GQ magazine. I often wonder how serious he is about me. Although I feel he is not genuine I lie to myself and continue seeing him. I am living in NYC. I met him in a 'jail'. In the jail I was on the 5th element and he was on the 4th. These elements look like a staircase in an office building and each floor is a different level. I would shout to him to come join me in the 5th element but he was scared of the unknown and didn't trust me. One day, an older man with white hair who reminded me much like a sensei, came down from the 6th level. He says, "You know, you can't get to the 6th element without going to the 5th?" My boyfriend then happily comes up to the 5th element and joins me into the 6th.

Walking through the 6th element is a pure aphrodisiac. I feel like I am floating, extremely high in a good way, happy. As we walk we dance and enjoy all of the beautiful images passing by. I look like a tall beautiful princess. I kind of favor Chili from TLC. I walk gracefully following the sensei with my boyfriend right behind me. This place looks like a cartoon version of India. Everything is colorful and cartoon like. I see an elephant smiling at me. I feel so happy and wonderful in this place. As I walk my hips move in a rhythmic motion and my arms extend out to the sides and flow gracefully. My boyfriend follows my rhythm. We walk all the way until we reach the end. There is a big man sitting in a huge throne. He looks happy and I believe we came here to ask his permission to stay here.

I am now in NYC with my boyfriend. I no longer look like Chili, I am myself now. We are on a big circular couch that is on a very busy sidewalk around a bunch of night clubs and bars. This is a VIP only section and we are the only ones in it. We are making out and he is trying to get me to have his baby. I don't want too but end up giving in. He climbs on top of me and fucks me while people are walking by, no one seems to mind. He cums inside of me within 5 minutes and falls backwards. I am pissed that he came that fast!!! He pulls up his pants, tells me I shouldn't have been that easy and then leaves me to go across the street to one of the clubs. As I watch him walk away I get the sense that he might be bi sexual. At this point I am mad at myself for believing this douche bag! I quickly get dressed and I see a girl frantically running to a pay phone. I know this girl. I yell her name and she waves but she looks upset. Her ride left her stranded. She gets a hold of somebody, hangs up, and begins running down the sidewalk. As I watch her I am now sitting on a couch in between two sexy ladies. I look down and there is a hole beneath our feet and I can see into another level of the city. One of my shoes fall off and I am sad.

I begin chasing this girl down the street. At the end of the street there is a ladder we have to climb down. When I get to the edge I see a car and my friend Christopher is standing outside of the passenger side door waving and smiling at me. I'm happy to see him so I run over and jump in his car. I am now in Tina's car. Christopher disappeared and I am sitting on the front passenger side which is on the right. Tina is driving and tells me that Jay (my boyfriend) hates me and I never have success with men or love. I feel sick to my stomach and immediately want to pop a morning after pill!

Now, I am driving in the back of a Hummer washing my hair through the sun roof. I am Rihanna. I drive the truck myself by using two little white knobs on the left hand side near the window. As I come up to an intersection I am now myself again, and I am in the drivers seat. I wait for the red light to turn green and then I turn left. Ahead of me I see an overpass and it is blocked off but people are still driving into it.

Before I realize it is too late, the whole thing is a trap and I just drove right into it!!! As I think about backing out a big metal door shuts behind me blocking me in. There are about 6 vehicles trapped in here. I hear a mans voice yelling come out and we won't kill you. He shoots all of our cars with a machine gun, which unlocks some type of hinge and our doors fling wide open. I am so scared and as I build up enough courage to come out, an ugly, disgusting, dirty, unkempt man is standing there with a gun starring at me. He is one of the men that planned this ambush. He is starring at me like he wants me, and I know I am about to be raped. I try to hold back my tears. He starts jerking himself off and he grabs my hand and walks me over to a different corner where he can save me for later. A girl questions if he is going to save me or kill me. He says he will kill me eventually because I suck. All the people around me are scared and we all believe we are about to die.

There is about 30 people around me, all ages, all nationalities. An Asian woman and her babies are here too. One of her daughter is a traitor and is in on this ambush. She looks like she is 9 years old and she is carrying an ak47. She starts shooting her brothers and sisters. Her mother cries and keeps yelling in an Asian accent, "Nooooo, not the gooks!" Gooks is their last name. The young girl ignores her mothers cries and shoots another one of her siblings. The baby falls into its sisters arms and the young girl starts to feel bad. The baby slowly dies and the girl looks sad and confused. Quickly the mother grabs the gun from her young daughter and shoots her in the stomach and kills her. Everyone then realizes that the tables have turned and now the hostages are in charge.

The man who was about to rape me now has guns drawn on him along with another one of his partners. He is held up against the wall by at least 6 hostages pointing guns in their faces. The man gets on his radio and calls his help, notifying them of the situation. Now an army is on the way and we are about to go to war with them. They attack us from all angles. The metal walls that closed us in now disappear and we are inside of a big, army green tent. I climb through a hole in the side of the tent and there are many men with guns wearing camo in the bushes. I walk on the road pretending like I am invisible and I do not get shot. I make my way to another tent and there is a wooden box. We open it and out pops a young naked Asian boy. He is a Prince of some sort. There is a girl who is a princess that was caught in the ambush and she is standing next to me. They were arranged to be married and now finally meet for the first time. They kiss and are now married.

I am now at Jaris's house (ex boyfriend in real life) and we are chillin in the garage. I am fresh out the shower, with baby oil all over my body. I am wearing a white towel. He asks me if I am always dressed like that when I talk to him on the phone. I look on top of the refrigerator for a t-shirt to put on and he says to me, "You don't have a t-shirt up there cause you're not my girlfriend anymore." He laughs and I feel scared his father will see me and get mad!

I am sitting on the floor in an old daycare that I used to attend when I was 4 years old. I am about the same age I am now (26) and a girl that I used to be best friends with when I was in junior high, Amanda, is there with me. She is sitting to the right of me. We are both sitting like children sometimes do, with our legs spread out to the sides in a V shape. We both have a giant piece of paper in front of us. My task is to write something about the person I am today. I feel unsure of what to write and I don't want anyone to judge me so I don't write anything. Instead I sit there and rip a piece of the top right hand corner off and play with it for awhile. I look to see if Amanda has written anything and she hasn't either.

The room is laid out exactly how I remember it in real life. The teachers desk is diagonally to the left of me. The back door to go outside to the playground is to my immediate left. The cubby room is right behind me. The bathroom is right behind Amanda. The classroom door that enters from the hallway is on the other side of the room to the right. There are lots of little kids in this classroom and we are way too grown to be in here with them! It seems a little strange to me but I don't think about it too much.

Amanda and I are now in the corner across the room playing around two desks. We seem to have built a 'fort' with our personal belongings, just like little kids often do. We decorated this area with our handbags, sunglasses, shoes and lip glosses.

Pauly D from jersey shore is in the room with us too. He is sitting on the floor near the door in a circle with about 3 other little kids. Next to them sits the teacher on the floor with the rest of the classroom sitting with her. I can feel Amanda's negativity towards me, like always. I pull out my iphone4 and suddenly a loud voice is heard from my phone saying, "annyeonghaseyo". It is my Korean language learning app and I am embarrassed. I quickly try to shut it off and suddenly Pauly D repeats it and then starts singing the entire Korean alphabet to me! I am impressed. He comes over and I ask him where he learned to speak the language. He tells that he works for the night club, "Bleu", and his manager made all of the employees learn to speak it. This excites me. I smile and say, "that's because a lot of Korean people must go there!!!!!"

Amanda starts feeling jealous that Pauly D is paying more attention to me than her so she begins to compete with me for his attention. She leaves me to go play poker with him and the other kids. I want to join but I am a little rusty on my poker skills and I am afraid if I play I will loose and look dumb. I sit behind Amanda and watch. The teacher says something to me but I forget. Amanda is flirting hard with Pauly D and totally ignoring me. I feel like I need to pee so I tell Amanda I am going to put my shoes on before going into the bathroom, because walking into the bathroom without shoes is just nasty. She looks at me with a vague expression and I get up and walk over to the corner where I left my shoes.

On my way I pass the bathroom. I look in and realize their are no doors or curtains, and the toilets are little tiny baby toilets! I decide I'd rather hold it than to be embarrassed by someone walking by and seeing me with my pants down. I put my shoes on and clean up all of my stuff so I don't loose anything. I feel excluded. I hang out in the corner by myself and decide I want to roll myself an ice cream cone. I end up rolling two. I use waffle cone wraps that are soft with vanilla ice cream. Pauly D walks over and asks if he can have one. I give him the 2nd one I rolled which is less pretty than the first. He stands there talking to me and I can feel Amanda getting extremely jealous and upset.