non-lucid

First started dreaming about starcraft. Wasn't working out very well because I could only see the screen with the units. I tried focusing, but everything would turn black. So I tried waking up around 6:00...hadn't had any dreams that I can recall. So I got on the website and studied lucid dreaming more. When I went back to sleep, I dont remember ALL the dreams I had, but I remember thinking... Am I dreaming? But still it was all black. I couldn't focus any content. I do however remember one dream. I was in a bar or something with some friends and one of my teachers. The teacher and I were getting our pictures taken, and she says we should pose like edward and bella lol. So I lean in, and she leans in and kisses my cheek. Then she puts her arm around me and starts like hardcore kissing my neck. My younger brother asked me how I got her to do that, and I had no idea haha.

Now that Im recalling dreams, I can remember another I had. I was up in an apartment, when I saw two guys get out of a van on the street with baseball bats. For some reason, I knew they wanted me to join their gang. They came up stairs and started throwing shit around around my house. I was scared for a moment, but then thought "I shouldnt look scared, I should be a hardass lol. So I'm like, "Hey stop throwing shit!". And they stopped and started talking to me about joining their gangs because they were going to fail in school and needed tutoring. So I told them that I would tutor them, but didn't want to be in the gang. I explained that if the gang got in trouble and I was involved, I would get kicked outta school. They seemed to agree with this and left lol.

So I didn't start having dreams actually until about after 4-5 hours of sleep. I was heavily playing video games before i went to bed, so I'm not sure if that had anything to do with it. I've been doing my reality checks randomly throughout the day, but sadly I didn't remember to in my dreams. And when I did think about my reality check, all I could see was blackness. But the great thing about it is, I can try again tonight : )