undeadjellybean

I was with my family in a restaurant, I wanted something sweet. There was live music playing but in another room. I was with my father, his girlfriend and my brother. My brother said something that angered me and I answered something that made him cry. My dad's girlfriend was shooting me horrible looks and I started to vocalize, making her laugh. I made everyone laugh and then excused myself because I wanted to see the desserts. So I walked to the restaurant's entrance and saw that far away was my best friend and his boyfriend. I saw that they were leaving (we were in another country) and went to say bye. Suddenly, lots of his boyfriend's friends started to come, but also some of my guy friends. I went to meet them and looked back at one of the friends kissing my best's neck. Others started to come, one with a small knife, I walked to my friend and asked her if they raped her. She told me yes and we ran to the bathroom. The guy with the little knife was after us and we locked ourselves. I told her they were going to break the door down and she told me that there was a window. We were going through the window and I wake up.


How I felt: Uneasy, insecure, uncomfortable but confident, lonely, angry.