nightmare

The dream begins with me on the side of SR-312. My mom comes to pick me up, and asks me if I have a ride to the convention I want to go to. I tell her I'll get a ride from Jason (My brother). She tells me that he's gone. I knw what she means by it, but it's very hard for me to accept at first. Then she tells me he committed suicide and I try fighting the sadness from hearing this. I almost break down, but she looks so stoic and I don't want to lose control in front of her when it must be even harder for her. My friend Joey is in Gainsville with Nick. I am a bit annoyed at this, because Nick pisses me off. She drives me to Steak & Shake where I am going to apply. They're doing open interviews and there is a dog nearby who's shadow is acting strange. Next, I am in a house watching a clip of a movie with Edward James Almos in it, getting stabbed and falling over a railing. This reminds me of Battlestar Galactica and then I see Admiral Adama boxing Starbuck and letting her win, so he can resign. He feels he failed his crew, and I think of my brother and wish I had seen a sign. I start crying and then wake up, still crying a while until realizing that it was a dream. I was so certain it actually happened, and upon figuring out that I had just woken from a dream, a large rush of relief acme over me.

Upon falling back to sleep, I am in a dream where I am with a girl I want to be with (In the dream, I've never met her in waking life) and another friend, Jack. We stop at this little souvenir shop where I see a row of kids embroidering some of the dreamcatcher like hanging charms. The girl and I are walking together, debating which ones we'd like in our house (I guess we had a thing, but weren't actually together). She said she wants one of the hanging charms, and I tell her I think their terrible looking, except for the ones that didn't look like child pictures. There were some that looked like Native American designs that I quite fancied, which she then told me were the ones that she meant. We picked one out and she took it to the counter. Then I'm messing around with Jack, and as a practical joke, he rubs a small amount of dog shit on me. I tell him that's fucked up and he laughs. I go to teh bathroom to clean it off and then I wake.

This afternoon, I entered a WILD in which I was at my computer (though not in my house), and I recieved a message from a female user I recognized in the dream, but no longer have any clue who she was. I also got a message from someone else I can't really remember, but I only replied to the female one. The majority of the dream takes place around and inside a few tall buildings. I start out inside one, but quickly go outside to run from some people who arrive (two of which were female and one a male) and I believe may mean me harm. They don't see me but they know I am around somewhere. Now outside, I look up to the roof, a three story jump. But, knowing I can accomplish this allows me to jump and grab onto the ledge and pull myself up. One the roof I see a female who I believe to be the one I was corresponding with on the computer and it seems to me as if she is hiding as well. I go to her and try to pull her to an area of the roof that is more conceiled. We end up phasing through a wall, to get to this area, a very peculiar experience. In hiding, we are finally spotted by one of the male pursuers. No longer desiring to run, I engage him in combat and overpower him, throwing him off the roof. He is rendered incapacitated, but not dead, so I look around for the girl who I find is fighting the female pursuer. Suddenly, the three of us are inside, I am not sure how, but I attempt to help take down the female pursuer. She ends up being far too strong for either of us, even after I attempt to cut off what I believed to be her power supply. While I do think it was her supply, I believe she was too powerful even without it. I can't remember what happened after that.

Next dream has sexual content.

I am with this supermodel and we are doing a photoshoot together. There is a large bed in the room and the both of us are slowly removing articles of clothing as the photographer takes shots. We start out at different ends of the bed, but as we grow closer to being naked, we come closer to eachother. By the time we are fully unclothed, we start to have sex. She wants to restart, but without the photographer, so be get up and open the door expecting to go to the same room but at an eariler time before the photographer arrives. Our combined wills cause this to be so. We enter the room fully clothed, the photographer absent. But before we resume what we came here to do, there is a knock at the door and we know it is the photographer. We answer the door and he is very upset with us for traveling through time and ruining his shoot. After that I woke up