Weepingbox

I'm talking to a dream character who claimed to be katie's mum, but was tall and skinny with grey hair and worked for metro. I was walking with her in a foreign part of town, catching a train to a maths test.We talked about how PSO's, in the beginning, shot a lot of people because there were a lot of riots in protest of the PSOs. Then were on the train and I am conscious of being in a dream, I was on the train but there were no walls, I could have been on the roof. As I was conscious I tested the theory that text couldn't remain constant in a dream. Each platform number looked the same and I was kind of tricked, but I do remember seeing the number on one sign, then the one next to it said 12. I had an urge to look at the writing on my hand, (Ive written the word 'hello' on my hand as a reality check) but I had no control over my body to lift up my hand and look. I think I was barely conscious as well because I drifted in and out of just going with the dream.

I had two other dreams that I remember from a few nights ago. The first really affected me emotionally. The details of both have left me but I still remember the gist. Somehow me and katie were in a group hanging out and having fun, then Tahlia (or some girl) broke up with Charlie Coucher so then katie took the opportunity to tell me that she thought charlie is amazing and she had just been waiting for him to be single for ages. She said this to me in front of everyone in the group, humiliating me. And she posted stuff on facebook about him and on her blog talking about him and loving him. And it felt like my heart was broken. I didnt know why it was happening or what to do. It fealt so real, and I was so sad.
The other one was more recent but I remember less. Katie cut my hair short, it looked like she had cut it all rough and uneven, but the main thing was that it was short. I remember touching it and looking at it and kind of regretting it, wishing that I still had long hair. Then I woke up and I had to check that I still had my long hair.

Last night I had 4 or 5 dreams. It was my first night of trying to LD, before falling asleep I kept saying that I will remember my dreams. After each dream I woke up and recited the dream in my head, I didnt want to fully wake up and write it down, after going over what happened in the dream I tried to go back to sleep. Each time before falling asleep between dreams I would be conscious and aware that I was trying to fall asleep but my mind would have semi dreams. These semi dreams while I was awake annoyed me and I thought it was preventing me from falling asleep. I think they were the beginning of a WILD (wake initiated lucid dream), I just couldnt fully enter the dream. I thought that these semi dreams would lead to my next dream, kind of set the scene for the next dream. I never fully entered it though I was always conscious and able to move. Then i'd fall asleep.
I can remember having a dream about buffy and all the characters in the show, I remember thinking about it in that semi state and getting annoyed. I remember having a dream centred around DAYZ, I was playing it but sort of in it, explaining to someone what I was doing. I was in a helicopter, in third-person, doing backflips above the trees, there was another helicopter I think and then a heat seeking missile was after me and I did a few flips but it was still on me, then I knew that if I slowed down it would get me so I kind of freaked out. I didnt know what the eject button was on the game and I crashed the helicopter and blew up. I cant remember anything else specifically but I knew there was something.

It started off with me and a friend and we were hiding from someone behind some bushes near a path, we were wizzards so we transformed into kittens and were playing with each other to look inconspicuous,Even though I thought kittens were more conspicous. Two bikers rode past and I got a funny feeling, they soon came back and I freaked out at said “apparate” hoping that I would teleport somewhere else, but all it did was make me invisible. So I crawled slowly away as the two powerful witches started tormenting my friend, getting angry at him for turning himself into a cat. They made him start looking for me so he was stomping around trying to find my body, but he couldnt. He was stand over me and still not finding me when the witch just grabbed my body, I think she could feel my presence. She sat over me and was really cross that I had tried to escape from her, I tried to be reasonable but she only got more angry. She looked something like Glory from buffy, hot with curly hair, yet her hair was brown not golden. ~~~ Next thing ~~~ Me and tris are in the car with the witch and she's taking us to a movie. There is a little duckling in the centre part of the car, and I commented on it saying something like “thats a nice ducking” and the witch said “yeah its very good to eat”. I asked her if she hatched hers because I had recently found three ducklings in the drains, in the dream prior to this one, earlier in the night. She told me a story of how she had hatched it and there was some complication, it was really cold in her house and she was afraid it would die before it was big enough for her to eat it. I start joking with her about how we're all friends 'when the school bell rings', how we use magic and fuck around with eachother but deep down were actually friends and can go to the movies and stuff. She tells me that shes going to be 50 in the afternoon and tris says “wow” and she replies “thats what I thought”. The witch then goes on about how she wants me to go camping and kyaking with her, and make plans to do things with her so she isnt so alone, which I got excited about. We arrive on the top of the hill, with Katie in the car as well. We start to walk down the hill but someone had left their window down so the witch used her magic to turn the ignition and roll up the window. We continue to walk down the hill towards a really trashy 1950's diner-like thing which is the foyer of the cinemas. We get some food and move onto the back room where there are a few tables and some skanky men talking about canbera and how shit it is.

My girlfriend had cut my hair a lot shorter and i regretted it.