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i was riding around town at night with these two dark haired, italian looking guys and it was raining really hard and we were smoking pot in the car. we were still driving around at this point and the pot was taking effect, so i started getting really paranoid. the driver kept running red lights and was driving recklessly then the windows fogged up and we couldn't see a thing. we were riding around in a neighborhood by this time and i demanded that he stop the car so he did. then i felt a little more relaxed and the driver started flirting with me so we started kissing. it felt really good at first, but then the other guy joined in and they were becoming too aggressive so i freaked out and thought they were trying to rape me. so i got out of the car as fast as i could and ran up to the nearest house. i was just standing in the yard in the rain and a woman came out and took me inside. the car had driven away by that time. the woman asked me what was wrong and i told her these guys tried to rape me and she told me she called the police and my parents. then she asked me if i was on drugs cause i guess i was acting weird, and i told her i was on pot and that it was really really strong. i was freaking about about my parents finding out about me smoking and i just wanted to forget the whole thing and go home. i was also really freaked out that i was going to get in trouble with the police. and i thought all of this really happened! i was soooo relieved when i woke up..

i was riding in the car with alex and brie and i was in the back seat of the car. we were riding around st.pete and we drove past a school with a bunch of kids in front of it. i asked brie who was in the passengers seat if we could switch seats cause i usually sat in the passengers seat. i said to her "can i sit there? because it won't seem real to me unless i sit in the front seat". that is when i transitioned over into lucid dreaming because i realized that the experience was not real. i immediately looked at my hands to make sure i was dreaming. when i looked at them i could only see them very faintly, and i mostly just saw spots of color every where, it almost looked like stained glass. i really can't remember much after that...just waking up.