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When I was younger like 8-9 i got jumped in an alley and I'm new to this and this is a true story and I was walking home had 40 bucks in my pocket and I was in an alley and i noticed a group of guys 3 of them older than i was by two yrs probably and i turned around to ask y they were following me and they chased me and I ran but not fast enough and I was caught and thrown at a dumpster and was kicked and hit and beaten and I couldn't do anything no one was around so i went home with nothing but my clothes and a broken book bag thats it no shoes a bloody nose and a black eye and a busted lip bruises all over me my mom freaked and there was nothing we could do so the next day i had to go through the same alley and they waited on me and I figured i was going to get beat up again so this time i actually fought back and one person from there side hit me one good time and i paused look at them ran at the one who punched me my vision made everything slow and a little red and I could see and feel my eyes beating like my heart was in my eye sockets and i was crying in tears and I brarely remember wat happened becuz i was mad and vision was improved and strength was improved well all my senses and my body was hot and I was red all over and I went for the guy who hit me and I ran so fast and with every blink i felt like i was teleporting but I was running so fast and I grabbed a hold of him and choked him held him wih one hand around the neck and squeezed has hard as I could and nearly killed him as his feet were half way off the ground and his friends were yelling at me to let him go and i blink and let go and realized that his friends were pulling me off and it was over i let go and flew back as a blue faced kid fell and I was pushed back when they couldn't get me back when I was in this thing i was in and they said " wats wrong with u " and I grabbed my bag and left and I went home with a smile on my face and never seen them in that alley and one of them became my friend and I was young and stupid to allow that to happen and i wanna know can someone please tell what that is and I'm 14 now and ever since I have been searching for wat that was i have been convinced its a blessing says some people and some say its a curse and every day i live a remember that and this is a true story a memory that remains in my head for forever and I feel it or wat ever it is inside building up and ready to burst but I've been holding it in becuz the next time it takes control i could probably kill someone with this curse and thats my story and i wanna know wat it is please give me some ideas of wat it is i wanna know and I am actually scared of it or scared of wat i can do it probably one of those hidden abilities people have like women lifting cars and stuff like that