false awakening

September 04, 2011

I didn't sleep that night but took a nap that day and had a dream but lost it.

September 05, 2011 (Today entry)

My god...I trying to be a boss at sleep paralysis but that was a dream...

I woke up (false awaking) and was unable to move and saw all kind of things and I was just acting like a God and pay no mind and was quite enjoying it. I saw a teddy bear that my bro left in my room have moved to a non-existing chair. I pay no mind.

I went to the bathroom and took a piss. As I am about to push the handle I saw a baby shadow leaving my own shadow. I like "lol go ahead" but it went back to normal when I stand back up. I gone and push the handle and just stay that way to watch the baby shadow run to my room.

I walk into the room being Godly forgetting the "paralysis" part of sleep paralysis. I went to bed and not only wasted time in a dream but have a good damn chance of becoming lucid. FML.

*Facedesk and broke the desk in half*

O well...Note to self, do more reality checks.

September 03, 2011

Forgot the last two dreams but funny enough remember the first two.

Dream 1:

I was in my old bedroom which have a bump bed. I notice my remotes were on my dresser I had a little bitching moment and place them in their rightful place. I turn on the TV and it must been late as my brother in bed was complaining. It was a new episode of Futurama about everyone having a clone which in this case was a cat--face clone.

This was a total ripoff of the real episode about the two boxes paradox. Anyway beside Fry being mostly one color and Bender was mostly green it was pretty close to the same.

I was going to bed seeing a monkey under the sheets. After that it got kinda fuzzy.

I only remember the idea of "which bump you slept in could totally effect you later..." for example a fat blond ugly Leela was somehow a choice if she slept on the wrong bump.

Seem like my life would been the same either way but if my bro slept on top then his life greatly improved.

A weird dream that only make sense while you are in it.

Dream 2:

Embarrassing dream that I not even going to write on my private journal.

At one point I start thinking about dreaming in general like I often do in life. Of course I knew this was a dream but I decided to look at my right hand. At that point the dream character disappear and what used to be a building became a dark forest. I flew like I often do when lucid but I saw a man turn into a wolf. Not a werewolf.

If anyone been reading these then you know I don't have any real fears but I HATE being chased. I flew as fast as I could but he was on my tail then to my right. I said "fuck this" and woke up.

So annoying...

I had two other dreams (not fragments) so my recall is coming back.

August 25, 2011

http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/7269/1275813521543.png

But I have a dream of me being much younger and trying to dress up like a cowboy. Messing a belt all up on the progress.

Beside that I had and forgotten like 5 fragments.

During one of my time waking up I had sleep paralysis and was prepare for it. I open my left eye and look at my left hand...Things got freaky...I saw this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TR_8SDNQ0ks

Of course it wore off and I was able to open my eye for real. It could have been a false awakening. Meh...Maybe a mix of the two?

August 11, 2011

I really don't want to write today but meh...quitting is such a stupid thing to do when I being shown so much progress.

I pretty sure I must have at least 2 more fragments last night if not more but can't remember them.

Dream 1:

In this dream I was basically dreaming of becoming lucid through a WILD. lol

I was in a pink/purple room which could have easily be seen as a girl room and I was with a male friend who look pretty much like a clone of me. The room was my grandmother bedroom that she lend me when I stay over there for a while. The grandmother was on my father side.

I was telling him how to become lucid so we went to sleep and both woke up to WILD back into sleep. (aka correct way of doing it though I did try to do the incorrect way whiling going to bed...It a great boredom game, much better then counting sheep IMO)

We were sharing the dream and still in the same room. We had a pink toy with numbers on them...They were the size of a laptop but beside three buttons near the number the rest of it was pointless. I though him that the numbers is points he earn by becoming lucid and they allow him dream control.

For some reason I had like 100,000+ points and my OCDness kick in and made me reset it. Either I lost my false lucidly or I just woke up but something bad happen shortly after.

For the record dreaming about being lucid is not the same as being lucid. So I will not mark this as a lucid.

Dream 2:

A human (look like an evil guy who go around hunting for Smurfs) and a kid was playing pool (better known as pocket billiards) on my grandmother (mother side) front porch. The prize was a pig.

We were given a break so I walk around the house and once I got to the right side of the house there was red flowers and red little bugs. These bugs look VERY friendly. Dancing bugs from Adventure Time is the best why I can describe him but minus the dancing.

Back to the contest for the pig the evil guy were trying to sell black pigs with green spots though he wouldn't let anyone see them. I saw a peek and ask a guy about them and he say they were quite common and useless. Basically with dream logic the evil guy was scamming people.

They start playing the game again and I saw the fat pig in question...No doubt he would make a lot of bacon but also look quite friendly and make a decent pet. I call him over but he went to the corner then I told him to get closer. I petted the pet and while watching the game woke up.

Fragment:

I was rubbing my father feet on the couch of my grandmother (mother side)...He gave me like 17 dollars plus like 200 because it was Christmas in my dream. Weird ass dream but the money was nice while it lasted.

False awaking:

I was in my bed and it was quite the same but my blanket was replaced with a Zodiac one where it was designed oddly enough to have the snake kinda come off of the blanket itself.

I had the false memory of that if I let his mouth unfold then he will most likely do nothing but it always had scare me that he would bite me. (false memory, I wouldn't have such a silly fear like that.)

I try to be a rubber band to wrap his mouth shut but my body got VERY weak...In the false awaking I though sleep paralysis had kicked in even though I was moving quite a lot before, I care less about the snake and more about my eyes closing without my command. I woke up feeling quite stupid.