lucid

September 24, 2011

I had a few fragments before today but I couldn't write as I hardly remember anything. I remember one was able finding a game I was searching for on a top 100 site. Was searching for that game for weeks but woke up before I got the name.

Lucid dream non-lucid:

My dream was basically a tutorial video of "right of way" (In the US we drive on the right side of the road) and it have a GTA feel to it.

A odd cartoony car part happen but I can't even describe that into words. Basically I now unlocked i a GTA kind of way a unlimited supplies of fold up buckets. (I don't even know...) Which all seem to be the color red.

I was at my storehouse where a guard saw me. He was taking out a taser to stun me I was trying to tell him that be better not and the dumb ass did it anyway.

After I recover I told him that I OWN the place and that HE is fired. I was piss the fuck off. Anyway a woman was cussing out a different guard up front calling him a dumb ass. I walk up to her and we had an unspoken agreement. She said how she hated the bucket place which I reply "sorry, my bad. I own the place." which even then she seem to respect me enough to not cuss me out.

I walk outside, at first it look like new york but it turn out to be a collage area with a BIG school. My storehouse was the school. I look at both of my arms and hands to notice that I was dreaming.

Lucid:

I took off a ton of bracelets and just toss them to the sides til my arm was clean. One of which hit a dream character in the head. I just laugh.

I grew demon wings and try to fly...Right away I knew it was failing so I glade downhill. At first my hands where interlock with each other but seeing my shadow and myself in 3rd person I notice how stupid I look. I relax them so they are more claw-like.

Walking away from the main area to the side of the school my wings are no longer there. I decided to fly to the top of the building. I float up to notice the school is like a building stack on a building and so on. I notice I started to slow down then I finally hit my height limit to where I fall to the ground. It didn't hurt...I not the type to allow myself to feel pain in dreams.

I walk some more to see a giant garden. Flowers everywhere. Purple, yellow, red, blue...But seem kinda random. I was thinking of waking my self up so I can write this into my dream journal but decided that for once I going to fully enjoy my dream.

Getting past the garden the sky was suddenly night. I was thinking of a dog barking at me and how awful that would be right about now...Guess what happen?

A dog started barking at me...It look like a friendly dog, white with black spots. Kinda like a sheep herding dog. While friendly looking he clearly didn't want to play...He was barking to be barking...Not being mean or playful.

A woman came out of the trailer. It was Velma from Scooby Doo. He was all redneck though. Daphine soon join her to tell their mutt who happen to be the brown Scooby Doo now to shut up. I went inside to see a very small trailer space. Fred was making breakfast and I ask if he needed something because he was walking near me and it was a small area but he said no. Causing a lot of trouble he got to the microwave to put his cereal (include milk and a spoon) in. He ask how long does it take to cook but then randomly put it on 30 mins. Even in a dream I remember metal + microwave = bad. I turn it off and said nothing about it. I sadly woke up.

September 03, 2011

Forgot the last two dreams but funny enough remember the first two.

Dream 1:

I was in my old bedroom which have a bump bed. I notice my remotes were on my dresser I had a little bitching moment and place them in their rightful place. I turn on the TV and it must been late as my brother in bed was complaining. It was a new episode of Futurama about everyone having a clone which in this case was a cat--face clone.

This was a total ripoff of the real episode about the two boxes paradox. Anyway beside Fry being mostly one color and Bender was mostly green it was pretty close to the same.

I was going to bed seeing a monkey under the sheets. After that it got kinda fuzzy.

I only remember the idea of "which bump you slept in could totally effect you later..." for example a fat blond ugly Leela was somehow a choice if she slept on the wrong bump.

Seem like my life would been the same either way but if my bro slept on top then his life greatly improved.

A weird dream that only make sense while you are in it.

Dream 2:

Embarrassing dream that I not even going to write on my private journal.

At one point I start thinking about dreaming in general like I often do in life. Of course I knew this was a dream but I decided to look at my right hand. At that point the dream character disappear and what used to be a building became a dark forest. I flew like I often do when lucid but I saw a man turn into a wolf. Not a werewolf.

If anyone been reading these then you know I don't have any real fears but I HATE being chased. I flew as fast as I could but he was on my tail then to my right. I said "fuck this" and woke up.

So annoying...

I had two other dreams (not fragments) so my recall is coming back.

August 23, 2011

Remote control was in my hand and in real life belong to me. My father in the dream owned it though. I told him that I got it somehow and ssomehow knew he was at the left side of the house. The house itself is my grandmother from my mother side.

I ran to the right side and into the backyard knowing my dad will go through the front door. I had a feeling my plan failed and indeed it did with him standing on the back porch.

I ran and he was able to catch up, I became somewhat lucid, enough so to tell myself to wake up from this dream.

Not really a nightmare but going to label as one...I hate people chasing me.

Side note...I should write these asap...11:33 PM, it almost tomorrow.

August 7, 2011

Fragment:

I just completed Mother 3 in real life so this fragment is not that odd.

I simply was playing the game and a Mr. Saturn was willing to let me travel on his head back to the main part of the game. The town was surrounded by water which let it make sense in the dream though on the real game you can only travel by air.

Dream:

I was in an army like area for reasons that I do not even know. (More like a paintball army but there was a little gang) Someone wanted to caught me and the army guys told me that he who happen to also be the leader is coming to the building right now. I ran outside and was able to dodge the leader.

I knew that the car that I came in with was locked somehow. The leader send his guys after me which one of them is VERY fast. I was doom...

I somehow was able to reset the scene (This is not the first time I use dream control without being lucid) and this time summon a bike. I when between a forest and a fence. I travel back to my Grandmother house and rode down the porch steps into the back yard. It was night and I notice it was a dream.

[lucid]

I jump up to the air and start looking for the moon. A square of hay start barking at me with a cartoon dog face. I try to kick it but my foot couldn't touch it for some reason. I flew back up in the air and I start seeing an image of dieing fish like you may see at a fish market. Such an image do not scare me...They just fish...I love to eat fish personally.

I try spinning, I try wishing them away and I even try blinking. Nothing I do works. I summon a rabid dog to kill me and wake me up.

Before I start, I am thinking about changing the way I do my dream journal. I really sure put decent titles as the date is already recorded by the feature itself. I also thinking about going the color code thing also as it seem many users enjoy it.

Today is not that day though, I want to quickly write these down before I forget about the little details.

Fragment 1:

I was somewhere and a guy told me when I get to a non-existing town on a game call Legends of Yore (real game: http://www.legendsofyore.com/ quite fun too) I should look for a purple sign that tell me where to go. It seem like this system was made by me. O_o. It a way to tell players where to go but making them aware that they are spoilers.

Anyway once I go to the inn in the non-existing town which remind me of Varrock on runescape...Quite big for a town on LoY. I found a NPC. I was told he will give me 3 things.

1. A robe that can't be gotten any other way. (The item exist, I saw it in the codes but it never was put in the game)
2. A quest which is to make a weak armor get 100% exp/charge. The system don't exist on LoY but I was noted that you can do the quest twice for some reason.
3. I honestly forgot...Money maybe?

Dream 1:

I dream that I was at school that I no longer go to in my underwear (not boxer...Plain white underwear) which is a common dream correct?

What make this odd is that the dream characters were basically giving me the thumbs up for it. Some guy while I was walking down the stairs said something like "Nice snake" with a friendly/approval voice.

I went outside in middle of the court yard. Our school is freaking huge and the court yard can be seen by like 90% of the school through windows. At this point I didn't care I was in my underwear but I still wanted to get dress and I somehow knew that there was something to wear in my bookbag that I magical just got on my back.

I was going to ask my teacher if I can go to a restroom and get dress (dream logic...I have no clue what keeping me from getting dress on the spot but to be fair I honestly didn't think about that until I start writing this.) I didn't have a chance to speak as every classroom was in the court yard ready to get a lesson on something.

There was a dead squirrel in the middle of the yard. No one pay any mind to it. The teacher was saying something about squirrels leaving themselves while open while having sex. lol wut...

There was squirrels like freaking everywhere on the roof of our school. I pointed a few out by request of the teacher. She start explaining crap that I didn't listen to. At one point she said something like "killing a squirrel while they are having sex is like a human getting shot by a sniper" which then she said something like "who would want to do something like that?" which a kid quickly respond with "After you said that I kinda want to now" which my best friend said "I know right!"

My dream was quite funny that night.

The kid with the quick response was a big kid name John though he look like a stereotypical black giant that should be in jail which is like anti-John.

Fragment 2:

My friend hated me for making her join up some class with a name like "Science life study" or something like that but more dream-like. Her class of choice was like "life science study".

Anyway this time I was wearing something in was sitting in class. My Japanese teacher was being a bitch though she didn't give us any work...It was like she was on her period or something...Just woke up on the wrong side of the bed kind of angry.

The teacher walk up behind me and I notice something...This is a dream.

[lucid]

I wanted my dream character friend to laugh so I said "watch this" and pick up a book. I beat the hell out of the teacher by hitter her where her Adam apple would be then smacking her head a few times while I was still sitting down.

She was flat on the floor and my friend was laughing and didn't seem to care about the teacher safety. Maybe because it was a dream or because the teacher was a bitch earlier...No clue on the reason.

The teacher magical back up sitting on her chair. The friend stated something like "Do you have a tickle on your neck?" which the teacher response with a no. Seem like the teacher forgotten what I have done.

I sadly woke up shortly as this fragment happened when I fell asleep after waking up from my main dream. Normally this wouldn't be an achievement for me but I have became lucid two nights in a row.

This lucid was quite long lasting and I was able to have some fun doing a few tests that I been meaning to try.

[non-lucid]

I was in my old house with my brother. We seem to be quite young and we used to have a bump beds. For anyone who don't know, owning a bump bed as a child was just as grand as owning a pool or any other giant play thing. Though it was simply a bed stack on top of another.

Anyway we were playing around on the top bump and the discussion of the spiders we had killed over time have pop up. I said something like "remember that giant yellow one?" which at this point I was on the ground. I then notice a harmless grand daddy longlegs (very toxic poison but to humans quite harmless) but then I notice the yellow spider I spoke of then notice like 4 other spiders on the wall.

I ran into my living room of my old house and hop on top of a chair. Two dragonflies (lol wut, they not even spiders) appeared on the table in front of me. I of course was scare though they were quite harmless. I believe I saw my dad but like most dream characters he was speechless and just stand there like a doll.

I ran outside and not only that but ran to the middle of the street. At that point I became somewhat lucid.

[lucid]

I look at my hand and start to wonder what the hell is going on here. Of course I then notice this was a dream. I jump and float up in the air. O god how much I love flying.

I turn my body and start searching for the moon, I always wonder what it would be like to fly to it as fast as my dream self could take me. I saw it and try to take off but my body don't seem that fast. I landed myself and try again from the ground. Nope.

Floating is good enough for now. I have no need to force myself awake just because one goal was not achieved. I live on West Main meaning there is a very long highway I can travel on. My goal now was to see how far I can go before my memory vs dream take effect on my surroundings. I thought about flying to the sun but that just to bright, it would have easily wake myself up. It was twilight if you were wondering.

I was floating and of course the cars don't mind me. I was going over the cars in a nice pace. At one point there seem to be a slope that don't exist. I was force to float higher and a car almost touch me. Not a big deal.

A 2nd railroad appear then a 3rd. These shouldn't be there and three trains were going at once. a train was going on my right while one is coming to my left. I didn't want to be between the two as that would be quite annoying. I floated on top of the left train and start running on top of it for fun.

At this point I wanted to try to fly like Super Sonic style and see if I could go to the moon that way but to my right(?) something caught my eye. At this point the dream was becoming unstable but somehow I didn't notice it. I not sure how I even got to it but I was in a forest if you can even call it that. The trees were spread apart enough so a small room could fit inside at any given location.

I was many young ladies dancing around with a giant fake looking leaf. They were all blond but with curry hair. Not my type of blond but I not much of a complainer in my dreams. They were wearing skin tight suits with the zipper looking part reaching to their private areas (too lazy to get the official name for that area) and I know they should be my dream version of fairies but they was human sized wearing a green skin tight suit with fake wings on their backs.

They wasn't even wings...It just a pattern on the outfit. One look like she want to have sex. I not a sexual type of guy myself and having sex in a dream is the last thing I want to do in my dreams. I thought my time is ending so may as well do an experiment and see what would happen.

I walk up to her and grab her arms...She seem happy enough. I throw her and myself to the ground which normally would hurt like hell and ruin the mood at any other given time but in my dreams something so simple wouldn't cause pain. Though I could totally have my way with her and even gave a face that shout "I going to rape you" she still seem happy enough.

These fairies wasn't faceless like most of my other dream characters, so it was quite disappointing that she didn't give a will of her own like try to fight back. I woke up. The though of sex and the plan of having sex with her didn't exist...Maybe she knew I was just testing my subconscious?

I quite enjoy this dream and the time spent lucid must been at least 80% of the dream. I getting quite good at this myself. I fell asleep at least 3 times before getting the strength to get up and write this down so my recall is getting damn good.

Overall this was a great achievement. I may be able to fly to the moon next time.

Fragment 1:

ATHF, they was at a school (look like a movie that they would do) and nothing was odd beside the fact one set of lockers sideway is design to look like a skinny faceless master shake.

Master shake and meatwad somehow go on the roof (still inside of the building) and start running showing that the school background was one of those old cartoon loops. Somehow meatwad teleported through time but Shake didn't.

Fragment 2: No freaking clue.

Dream 1:

Blackstar from Soul Eater was currently the main character. He was in my grandmother old house and was in the living room minus all of the stuff and a higher roof.

He had to fight like 4 different monsters. The first monster was low on health and was pretty weak so being Blackstar he ran after the last one but didn't know all of them have range attacks.

Somehow I was able to reset the dream. The plan was currently to run like hell. I use speedstar and ran to the den where at that point I wish it was a dream so I can fly.

[lucid]

It just hit me that it WAS a dream. Currently no longer Blackstar but myself. I turn around and try to summon a sword but didn't work. I try the technique to let the sword be found but that didn't work. At that time I said "fuck it" and just ran outside to fly. I floated down so I was planning to try again but a monster was there now.

I said "fuck it" and just woke myself up.

Notes:
*Went to bed around 7:00 PM and woke up around 3:00 AM.
*A dream within a dream. If you never seen this: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inception then do so. It may help you if you happen to be on this forum reading this.
*Was not lucid but in a way I was. You define lucid as "you know when you are dreaming while in the dream" bluntly. In the dream within the dream I was lucid in that sense but never became aware of being lucid in the full dream itself. For this reason I am marking it lucid.
*Had a dream fragment before this and forgot as soon I woke up.
*Major note: This dream entries is clean and safe for work but not the full story. I took out a few major parts of it and put it in my private journal.

Dream: [layer 1]

Eddie Murphy is the main character. To make it quicker to write MC = Eddie Murphy while me/myself/etc = me. This dream was like watching a movie.

MC walk into a collage-like place...Total freedom though importation place. Maybe a place to test dreaming science? Anyway he saw a young girl (about 21) wearing a white T-shirt and have huge boobs (simple saying boobs is still safe for work right?) and asked what is going on. She hand him a book which basically steal an idea from the movie Inception. The idea of spending most of your life asleep to be gods or have fun in your little dreamland. (Remember the scene where a ton of people were just laying in beds while the main characters were looking for a drug strong enough to do the job?)

Basically this book will knock you out forever or close to it. That or you dream so long that it felt like it...For whatever reason the book was bad news for the long term and can even be seen as deadly for the MC. I guessing the book was the MC.

The next scene (this dream felt like a movie for the most part) have the young women with the godly pair sitting on a log in the middle of a forest with a pond in front of her. I remember so clearly of how clean and clear the pond was. MC complained and the girl ask him something about the book which MC quickly reply something like "Yea, I already got me another one!" which then he toss the book in the pond.

Dream: [Layer 2]

The girl and MC somehow enter a dream for whatever reason. I was a DC (lol ironic and funny enough I was lucid but I guess I wasn't personally) MC and the girl were both of course were lucid...Else the book would been close to useless.

The girl fell in love with me for a reason. The dream ended with me, MC, girl, and like two other(?) dream characters/people who join in with the MC when it came to searching for the girl. The landscape was close to before but with a volcano in the background and being in a colorful rain forest.

Notes:
*I took a nap around 4:00 PM woke up once having a small recall of a dream but couldn't remember (may be too lazy and decided to go back to sleep) then woke up again around 1:00 AM with dream 1. Dream 2 follow shortly after within a hour or two.
*After the first dream I turn on my computer and open notepad to take notes
*Dream 2 may be a day dream and a dream combo as I was thinking about my last dream before falling asleep. It seem the time wouldn't be long enough to have a dream...

Dream 1: [Not Lucid though I believe I effected it somehow]

I wanted to watch a movie call Groundhog Day which is about a guy who repeat the same day of his life. I never seen any clips or anything though. I don't even know what the main character look like. (Learn about it from an epic Supernatural episode.)

I dream of the "main character" walking around doing the movie. He look like a guy who should be in church 27/7 wearing a blue suit/red tie with brown church comb hair.

I don't recall much of the start but a black kid (his friend?) was on a stake board riding down an area that is near my house on the building porch (it a huge building...kinda like a mini mega mall) He said something like "Did you know _______ can effect time" or something like that. The blank was the words Bermuda Triangle and noise mixed together. Bermuda noise sound about right. The main character gave a odd reply like "I must change time" or something that confuse the black kid.

There was a SUPER FREAKING BIG tornado. This bad boy is like 100 times bigger then any 2012 or fake tornado that you may have seen. This was assume to be like a state or so away.

There was a building gate thing closing everyone off in a open area. I have no clue what stopping people from going around but hey, it a dream/movie...Logic don't exist. The main character needed to get to the other side of the building but the wind is too strong. He and a few other people start holding hands and start helping each other to the other side. They added more people to the hand holding group and the main character started to say "no homo". Him and a DC or two started to say that every 5 secs while walking.

My dream decided to tell a movie-like joke as a black guy walk by and one of the DC (also black and was the first to hold the main character hand) said "I think he might be homo".

Anyway we got to the other side but the guards + wind pretty much made everyone give up hope.

You know how when you want a character to do something in a movie you would wish it very hard and may even shout it out loud? "LOOK BEHIND YOU!" for example?

Anyway a character I made up which I dubbed "The Assassin" is pretty much like Mask wearing Ichigo from Bleach. A few changes but wearing a black outfit and a pure white mask with black hair coming from the mask. He is a demon I thought up which was inspire greatly by Ichigo. He use a dagger which wasn't seen here. The main reason why he was created was simply to be a demon that I could transform into with a special power that I can use within dreams.

I was still not lucid but I was somehow able to suggest this and the main character transform into the assassin. Everyone around him was shocked. The assassin power was being able to break down matter at will. Beside that he just very kickass.

He punch one of the guard and push the other. He destroy the gate and destroy the 2nd gate. The guards was after him which at this point feel like it was me. (Still not lucid >.>) We were like on the top of the great wall of China kind of thing where you can only drive a car on.

Anyway I try to destroy part of the back of the school bus that was there but was unable to at this point. It was raining and yet no wind...None at all beside the small amount needed to push the rain at an angel.

I took the bus by opening the main doors and took off. The bus was somehow our run the guard on top of the fixed wall-of-china path.

After a while I just hold down the gas not caring to control the bus at the path was fixed. The path was like a story high. I saw that the path ended to ground level and have a feeling the guard knew so. At this point I felt the need to run as far and as fast as I can. I step on the gas to have the bus crashing down. It was ok but I felt the bus was useless now.

I recall the bus crushing toy trains on the way down...A school tour of some kind of train thing? That would explain the toy train, school bus and great-wall-of-china...

Anyway the area was surrounded with a building (derp, didn't even think about entering it...Still not lucid.) and some kind of cheap blue wall that you may find on mid-size pools.

I went into a building/cave like area to the right and it seem to be like a sewer full of watery shit. I didn't mind...Only went up to my knees. There was a window to my right...I look out and to my left to see there was a wall of ground/mud...No way I am trying to go up that. I look at my choices. There was a waterfall of shit that I not going to go through...and looking outside of the window to see if I can go around the wall of dirt I saw it was pretty much a ditch.

I woke up.

Dream 2: [Lucid though as noted before this could be a day dream combo]

I reran the dream again starting where I was the assassin. I took the bus and knowing that I have dream control I fixed the pathway. I went and there was a blue tube on the other side. The bus was somehow able to fit and after a while of going in and out of tubes (one of which had water making my pants and mid area wet) it finally ended in a forest...Well more like a plain area with a few skinny trees.

There was a platform about up to my neck. I decided to jump super high but was only able to barely make it to the top of the platform. Seem like my dream control is being a dick. I walk to see a highway. At this point the tornado and pretty much everything else was out of my mind...I just wanted to see if I could have found a way out. (Like I said...This could be a deep day dream)

I saw a guy looking at a poster on a wall...He was wearing a bookbag where a snail came out and started to wave at me. I walk over to the snail and it told me something I forgot. (Adventure Time anyone? http://adventuretimewithfinnandjake....com/wiki/Snail)

Only thing I remember is G35S/G35s/G35

Which when typing into Google only show me a car...So yea...No clue on what my subconscious is trying to tell me.

This is one of the few times where I repeated a dream and the FIRST time I ever done it at will...Somewhat.

QUESTION: Is is possible to have complete dream control when not lucid? I believe I did this though dream control somewhat fail me when it come to destroying the back of the bus.

I am praying to god that I am using this system correctly.

Notes:
*Gone to bed around 1 AM but due to my father not shutting his trap fell asleep around 4 AM. The sound of my dad voice could turn my mood from happy to depressing...The biggest turn off for me EVER. I don't hate my dad though we not the best paring in the world...It is just his voice....
*During this time I think my body fell asleep before my mind.
*Woke up around 5:00 AM
*Was hungry the night before but out of laziness and mood ate nothing.

Dream:

I was dreaming of being in (or just looking at) Maplestory FreeMarket. This was one of the last pictures I looked at that night: http://www.basilmarket.com/show/scre...ts_clean_.html

The area is backwards due to game version (MSEA compare to GMS) which I recall it was the same in my dream.

I was in my dark room and I decided to go to my living room which was also dark as hell. I walk back to my room which the door was open less then halfway. I heard a toy robot (which I didn't see but got an image in my head of what it look like...I just now recall where it came from, it was from Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood where Al became depressed) and for some reason it was scaring me. I ran to to living room to turn on the light (lamp) but I notice the robot was going super fast and I was going nowhere for a small house.

[Lucid]
Surrounded by darkness I couldn't care less about the toy and try to go from running to flying (Super Sonic style) but notice that I am waking up so I just woke myself up. I basically told myself "screw it, I will try it next time."

[Awake]
Sleep paralysis kicked in...

All of this time I thought it was just my body being lazy...When I think of paralysis I was thinking of not being able to move no matter how much you try which is somewhat true...But to me...It was more like your body is just too lazy to move.

The window which I can't see out of have a UFO kind of light...I was saying "eat me, eat me" though sleep paralysis wouldn't let me speak.

Here a little note about myself. Eat me is a insult, "kill me", "eat me", basically "have your way with me" but not really sexual though I guess it could be, "possess me" all in one. I am a little suicidal when it come to dreaming (which is funny as in life I wouldn't dare to take risks) and I often couldn't care less.

One dream (not sure if it was recorded or not) I told a demon to "fuck off" while giving it the finger just so the demon to kill me in one fast attack...Yea...

The window didn't have any bright lights when the paralysis wore off.

Now that I know what sleep paralysis truly is now, I now can use it.