non-lucid

6/29/2011.F.hs.paulasMissedRC
5:30 AM

... I'm in hs rushing between classes. I don't have time to smoke and I'm pissed.

Stairwells. Hitler? Secret books? Escaping by eating our way through a giant pancake?

Later, after waking up and trying to mild...

Paul and I are looking into a doorway, watching his mom (Paula) look at her hands to see if its a dream. Her hands are huge. Paul doesn't seem to care. The dream continues and I soon wake up.

I can't believe that I missed such an obvious sign...

6/27/2011.bulletTime.gig.hotel

1st Dream
5:50am
... I have super powers and a group of us is escaping some kind of prison. I am pretty conscious and excerpt a lot of dream control, but never go lucid. I drop off the roof, hanging by one arm to a brick building and tell everyone to meet up at this secret spot, like two tunnels or a cave.

<should they bring friends? We'd be better fighting back, but someone might reveal our secret location...> as I think this I'm sneaking across a field to the hide out. I see we have been betrayed, they have set up cannons to attack us.

I start yelling for everyone to get inside, I will hold them off. The base is an entrance into the hill, it seems to light up with a white cross type waypoint. I turn back around to face the cannons and everything goes bullet time.

I notice there are hundreds of projectiles, like chunks of concrete coming towards us. There are many more than I expected and some of them are about to hit me. I wake up.

....

I am waiting around before playing a gig, sitting on a brick wall at the entrance to the venue (its like a fairground) across from the door guy. He's got on a black tshirt and has a long gray beard, typical roadie / door guy look.

This other guy tries to go in, but the door guy stops him. Other guy points at me and asks why I don't have to pay. I tell him I'm in the band and make piano fingers at him. The door guy gives me bracelet w pictures of all the bands on it in black and white. My band's picture is hard to see cause there are so many people on it.

I go walking thru the grounds. There are all these booths set up. There is a black girl singing and joking. Later there are white, redneck type people bitching about all the black people dancing. I shake my head at them.

...I'm back in the hotel room w dave and tim. I turn around and walk down the hall past the showr which has an angled long black tray for soap, similar to something you'd see in the nissan plant. It has food residue on it, from earlier, which I think is gross.

I walk down to the end of the hall and its like I'm looking into a bamboo forest and these eyes are staring back at me. Dave comes up and says "there's an ocelot in the room" then quickly hightails it out of there.



i wake up shortly after that.

6/15/2011
6:53 AM

I am in something like a log cabin. There is a celebration for paul and jaimie. Paul goes to take a shower and I am sitting w jaimie on the bed. When he leaves she pulls closer, pulls a blanket over, and says "I bet you have a nice penis. Have you been thinking about me and my friends?"

I'm shocked and say "No, not at all."

I'm wondering if paul is ok with this when he returns from the shower. She pulls back, so I know he is not ok w it. I feel condescending towards her, but I don't say anything.

We go out and down some stairs into this restaurant / hotel type place. It seems it might be late and hard to find a place to go. I feel like this is my responsibility, so I talk to a manager type. We can go here, but we can't have any hamburgers.

There is a section that feels like a grayish british cobblestone street. British soldiers / guards and these roundish pole things are blocking our way. I try to get by, argue, and I think I might have forced my way by to this stair / doorway where I hide w/ chad wight?

We are in a stone basement, almost like a dungeon. There are people down there w hamburgers on trays. I ask them about it and they say these are for a private party.

...

The groups is walking forward in a line carrying a thick white sheet. We are somehow standing on it and I realize we have gone too far and are in the water. I say something as a warning, but people fall in the water.

There is a little girl who is drowning / sinking and I pull her up out of the water. When we are back ashore I realize I have lost my bracelets and rings, which are personally valuable to me.

...

There is a large group of us back in the cabin, like we are in a class discussing cyanide? There is a country of cyanide and we are supposed to take this jewelry / paper / stickers and get samples. <how is this possible? Some kind of teleportation? This is disrupting the rest of the dream and out of place. Where are all of my stickers?>

...

I'm standing outside under a white pavillion w/ danny, paul, and some others. Danny has a white wooden case / cabinet of liquors
<Wait danny doesn't drink? Ah, danny must be drinking again.>

My alarm goes off and I wake up.