Hi,
Here I'm going to post what lucid dreams I have. I doubt I will ever post normal dreams because I don't really see the point of posting them... I have had five so far but have only transcribed four.
6/14/09 (almost lucid)
This dream was VERY frustrating because it was ridiculously close to being lucid. I don't remember the entire dream scenario but I was talking with someone who I can't recall. I believe I was inside an off-white building with some windows. Within the dream I said, "Wait, I'm dreaming!" and I performed a reality test in which I tried to put my right hand through my left. It worked just as it would in reality, in which my right hand could not go through the left. At first I dismissed the thought and resumed what I was doing but a few moments later I thought, "Wait, no, I really am dreaming!" and I tried it again... and it worked as it would in reality. The person I was talking with thought I had gone mad. This made me VERY frustrated which reckoned a spell of attempts to overcome the reality check. Each time it operated just as it would in the waking realm and each time I grew more and more frustrated. I tried again overcome the threshold of the dream by plugging my nose. In the dream, I should be able to continue to breath while my nose is plugged. This also worked as in reality. With my nerves on end I devised an ultimate attempt. Recollecting on the techniques portrayed within a LD book I am reading, I said to myself, "In dreams, you can fly!" so I began gallivanting through the hallway trying to achieve an unrealistic (in waking) air-time. After failing miserably, and feeling quite embarrassed about it, I finally (wrongly) admitted, "Ok, I'm definitely not dreaming." and continued my dream as normal... I nearly punched myself when I woke up.
Lucid Dream #1 - 6/29/09
It was incredibly short lived but was still exhilarating! What is odd about it's occurrence this night was that I didn't do anything to attempt it. Usually, I try various techniques to help induce lucid dreaming as well as experimenting with different (legal) substances that may help. Last night I did none of the above, I simply went to sleep after drawing for an hour or so. For the past three days or so I've been on a "break" from trying to lucid dream... I was becoming exhausted with all of the techniques and such and it was greatly disrupting my rest. (Well actually I guess this was a DILD = Dream Induced Lucid Dream, so it is a technique of a sort...)
In my dream I was in a big store like a Costco type thing only everything was white. The floors were pure white, as were the isles. It was a store that I had never been before but was configured like perhaps The Container Store or Staples. I do not remember why I was there or what the store sold.
Spontaneously I just realized (or remembered, perhaps) that I was in a dream. I didn't even recognize any dream signs... it wasn't like something utterly bizarre happened and I recognized that it wouldn't be possible within reality, I simply realized I was dreaming. I didn't even need to perform a reality check because I was so sure. I yelled "I'm dreaming! ... I realize I'm in a dream!" I then began to think rationally and clearly. It was so inexplicably exhilarating to have the awareness that I was existing within a world in which nothing could hurt me and anything was possible! The feeling was... amazing and unique. I then took off running and yelling "I'm dreaming! I'm dreaming! Woooooooooo!!!" I wanted to run faster than any living thing could... I wasn't running so incredibly fast, however and I was slightly disappointed that I didn't have utter control over my dream. I assured myself that I would gain more control as I became more experienced in lucid dreaming. I wanted to fly... and then I suddenly awoke from my dream. I am unsure as to weather I actually awoke or if it was a false awakening. I remember it being pitch black but being able to see my room, and it didn't actually look like my room. I remember saying to myself "ah... Lame" (being disappointed that I had awoken so soon) but thinking that the experience would remain with me for the rest of my life. = D
7/5/09 (almost lucid)
I was at this thing that was the introduction for the beginning of school. It was the day before school began and most people were there. It wasn't actually at Tam but rather in a bunch of different places in my town combined... there was actually a fair bit to it but I'll just skip to the lucid part. I saw a person there who is sort of a recurring dream character/symbol. Once I saw them I thought to myself, "Am I dreaming?" and I did the reality check in which you try to put one of your hands through your other hands. It worked just like it did in reality, sadly (I'm actually going to stop using that technique because it works that way in every dream I've ever tried it in). I came to the (inaccurate) conclusion that it was not actually a dream, and I thought to myself "I can't assume that every time I see that person that it will be a dream," which was quite ironic actually...
Lucid Dream #2 - 7/5/09
I was in a library that looked exactly like the one from MVMS (my old middle school) and it was also connected to being the first day of school (as were all of my dreams last night). There was this woman who was the librarian I believe. She had her "dog" with her which was a creature with the body of a dog but the face and head of a human baby or toddler. At first I thought nothing of it but then I became further involved within rational thought, and said out loud "Ah... how bizarre that is! I must be dreaming!" I believe I did a reality check but I don't remember the outcome of that test, and it does not matter. I then aimed at the intention of flying and I began to levitate upwards. The dream ended then, sadly. I don't remember waking up but I remember looking at myself levitating in third person and then the "screen" (if you will) crackling out to white.
Lucid Dream #3 - 7/7/09
I consider this to be my first "real" lucid dream because it's so far the only one I've had that didn't entire dissolve after a few seconds...
I was in Costa Rica with my family and the McConnells (who are sort of like my alternative family anyway ). There was actually quite a lot to the dream but I'm going to try to conserve my time and your own by focusing on the lucid part. We were all locked within this upper room away from these dangerous people and had just called the cops. I was somehow not very flustered because I think I already knew that it was a dream in a sense. I kept saying "We have to teleport out of here, try to step through a mirror!".
Eventually I got outside somehow and I walked (impossibly... as I was on a high deck type thing) outside to this pool area that was behind the room. As I was walking I saw a couple who both had the heads of animals, either dogs or cats, I can't remember. When I saw at first I asked myself "Huh... am I dreaming?" but I tried to justify it by saying to myself "Nah, they have technology that can do that kind of stuff now..." Still I decided to do the reality check in which you pinch your nose. I could still breath with my nose plugged so I knew that I must have been dreaming! I exclaimed in surprise mostly "Wow! I am dreaming! I've been dreaming this entire time!" I was worried about the dream dying like it has in the past so I calmed myself and rubbed my hands together. I could feel the friction and heat as I would in reality. Then I concentrated on the floor which were terracotta tiles, and you could see the water from the pool on them and such. The detail was incredible! Oddly, though I could not focus my gaze on one part of the floor. Actually, it is believed that if you focus on one place for two long in a dream, it can stop your eyes from participating in REM sleep and you will wake up, so perhaps I am lucky. Both techniques, the hand rubbing and deeply immersing yourself within a part of the dream, are ways of avoiding the loss of lucidity.
Once I was assured that the dream was stabilized, I decided to dive into the pool and swim up to the stairs just for the fun of it. The water was cool, and refreshing and felt almost exactly like in reality. The only differences were that I could swim at a much, much faster rate than in reality, I could see remarkably clearly without the use of goggles, and I could breath underwater! Once I reached the stairs, I popped my head out of the water. I remember hearing fantastic music that seemingly came from no where at all. I told myself to remember it when I woke up but sadly it entirely escapes me.
I had a sort of internal dialogue that was I suppose the workings of thought within the dream but interacted in a manner such as a conversation. Well... I suppose that everything within my dream is a thought hahaha . My original intention was to go to a gallery to get ideas for my artwork and I told myself that. I responded "Yeah, yeah, I will as soon as I have a bit of fun." I decided that, even though it was just a dream, that the original happenings made me nervous and I didn't want to remain in that dream anymore. I spun rapidly around, like if I was trying to make myself dizzy, and the dream went black. At first I could still feel the water from the pool but was eventually entirely encompassed by the blackness. The technique is actually much like dissaperation hahaha
After a few more minutes of spinning, blobs of color began to appear which eventually solidified into an image. I was in the midst of a cell phone add... still floating within the blackness only now with a gigantic cell phone in the middle of the space. It was spinning and opening and such as if it was being displayed on TV. Eventually it rested within the space and the rest of the blackness faded into a white room. It looked as if the lights within the building were turned on.
I decided that the room was boring so I wanted to teleport to another scene. I shut my eyes and when I opened them I was in the midst of some game show thing. It was like I was jumping to different TV stations... I kept trying to summon a freind into my dream but different strangers kept appearing instead. Suddenly a dead person appeared (as one of my and it really freaked me out so I woke up.
When I woke up I performed a reality check instantly because I was hoping it to be a false awakening. It wasn't, sadly... Well, it was already 1:30 anyway hahaha
Lucid Dream #4 - 7/18/09
I had this lucid dream while in Monterrey which was a post-camp-mini-vacation...
I can't recall what the original dream consisted of but during it I kept reminding myself to try to remember the happenings for when ?... Strangely I didn't know why or when it was supposed to be remembered for. Eventually I realized that I was subconsciously telling myself that I was dreaming and became lucid as such.
Immediately after gaining lucidity I rapidly flew/jumped/teleported to the middle of a street nearby. (I believe it was the street perpendicular to my high school.) Before I became lucid there were an abundance of traffic on the street (as there always is for such a road) but after the relocation, the streets were empty. Before continuing onward, I rubbed my hands together to further establish myself within the dream.
I tried to firstly establish different dream experiences. The first word I uttered was, "Nightmare." where the dream morphed into a street (and not a dark nor unsettling street) within San Francisco. There was a lady dressed in green exercise clothing walking towards me. Still I was unnerved by my suggestion as well as nervous over what the dream may become and I decided to change it. I stated the name of someone that I frankly am in love with. A truck drove by and seemingly shot the person who's name I uttered out of it. It didn't actually look like her but I still recognized it as being her. Furthermore, as the dream progressed her appearance shifted even more dramatically.
The street transformed to yet another street (Miller Avenue) where we waited for some friends (or so they stated.) I don't believe that I actually know the people in reality but their faces were familiar. Once the friends arrived I remarked something like "Wow, what took you so long" or some such despite the fact that we had waited barely a second for their arrival. Together we walked across the street and onto the island that divides the two lanes of traffic.
Once their me and the original girl (who now looked very little like her) began a sexual experience but I woke up as suddenly as it began.
I'll post #5 very soon...
Jake
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