I do not have any dreams to remember from last night because I did not sleep at all (or long enough to dream anyway), so here is yet another dream from my past. There might be a few of those posted here because I frequently have insomnia.

This dream is a little embarassing to post because it is disgusting and extremely bizarre. It predates the dream in the first post of this journal by a few years (making me about 5 or 6 when I first dreamed it) and it reappeared occassionally until my early teen years.

The dream takes place in a post-apocalyptic like world and there is garbage and debris everywhere. Everything is destroyed or abandoned and the world seems devoid of people save for me. In the dream I am about 5 or 6 years old and am usually wearing a blue or white dress.

I wandered the desolate streets looking for someone, anyone, because I was afraid and very alone. When I did see someone, I would run up to them and without looking at me or saying a word he or she would turn around, drop their pants and projectile crap at me. Most of the people in the dream I can not recognize in waking life but one person I do know appeared repeatedly when I had this dream and that was one of my older brothers.

It did not matter where I ran, or who I ran into, I recieved the same treatment from anybody and everybody in the dream: they'd turn around, drop their pants and projectile poop at me. Even when I tried to run away, I would turn around and there would be more people there to block my path and do the same. There was no one in the dream I could go to, or talk to, and I remember feeling very alone and hopeless.

I have no idea what the dream means or signifies.