Update 05-19-2010: A few minutes ago I had my first 'real' longer lasting LD!
This morning, I woke up at 8.25 & I decided to get some more sleep because I felt pretty tired. I thought about LD'ing, and when I closed my eyes suddenly an enormous energy rushed through my body!
I was really conscious at that moment, and afraid of hallucinations/sounds I started FILD'ing to make the wild ride a bit less wild. While using FILD the enormous energy rush came in 'waves', and after a few of those energy waves I opened my eyes. I was lying in my bed, and my room looked normal... But it felt different, and I did a nose-pinch RC... I was definitly dreaming!
But it was really dark in my room, so I was afraid to get out of bed, it just didn't feel right. I tried visualizing a dreamscene, but it didn't really work, and the next moment I was at the local shopping mall! There was a bull attacking me, and I had almost no control of my dream. I knew I was dreaming, and I was able to look around to see more of the dream scene, walk whereever I wanted in that scene, but for some reason I wasn't able to get rid of the bull or to visualize my own dreamscene... I walked around for one more time, thinking about myself lying in bed, and trying to look around to see every detail of my dream, then I decided that it was time for me to wake up. So I started to tell myself to wake up, and after a few seconds I was lying in my room again. I knew FILD'ing causes lots of FA's, so I did a RC and confirmed I was still dreaming. This happened more than 8 times before finally waking up again.
The whole dream lasted for 15 minutes!
I'm a bit dissapointed because I expected to be in total control of my dream, and it didn't turn out that way. Or is it just because i'm still a beginner on LD'ing, and I don't have enough experience to control them?
I'm really surprised about the experiences I had so far. I mean, I started reading about LD's 3 weeks ago, I'm trying to remember my dreams for two weeks now, and I had 2 LD's in two weeks! Amazing!
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