I had a dream last night where I looked at my hands as a reality check and my fingers were disappearing and reappearing so I thought "Hey, I'm dreaming." After I realized it I started telling myself to stay calm and focus on something as to stay inside the dream. The thing about it is, it still felt as though it was just a dream and I didn't really have any control over it whatsoever, like I was just having a dream about becoming lucid instead of actually becoming lucid. This is the second time it's happened and it felt like that both times. Was it a lucid dream?