Ok, so since none cares about my Adoption application.. i decided to start discovering LD by myself, as i bet it's a better way to become an expert in LD.
So, during my second phase of my triphasic sleep, from 4 PM to 7 PM, i had some weird dreams.
I think that for 20 minutes i woke up from a dream in another dream for like 20 times. All my dreams kept finishing suddenly, like i did something wrong (like falling, or injurying etc) and i opened my eyes and -again- i was in my bed. So i got up, walked thorugh the house for a short time, then i woke up again.
Anyway.. i bet you are familiar with these kind of dreams.
At one point i woke up for real (i think ) but i didn't move nor opened my eyes. And so i did a weird combination between MILD and WILD and.. again i woke up in a dream. Anyway, it wasn't a LD so far, but at one point i did a RC and i realised i was dreaming.. Yay. I knew what's going to follow: that excitment that always wakes me up.
So. I looked at my hands. I tried to imagine as many details as possible.. like adding those tiny lines to my fingers, or clarifying the model of my carpet etc. It was a short and hard fight with my mind.. i was like on the edge of waking life and dream. and i knew there were so many things that i wanted to do in the LD.. so i rushed too much. Aaaaand of course, i opened my eyes.
And here's a weird thing that i found really interesting: that AWESOME fade from the imagine of the dreams and the images provided by my eyes. It was awesome !! Like a computer-generated fade. My dream hands (at which i was looking to stabilize my dream) just faded away, while the images from the waking reality appeared from nowhere. Really cool.
Anyway... even if i didn't controlled my LD for more than 30 seconds, i'm glad at least i had a LD.
The question is: could you guys please provide me some links to techniques that could help me get over that initial excitment when i realise i am dreaming? I am sure there are plenty of them on this forum.

~Vox.