First of all, hello to the DV community... it's been a while since my last post here.

Anyway, my problem...

For the last three years I've been trying to master lucid dreaming. I had some success, nothing big, not too often, but it was ...well, awesome.

Unfortunately, lately (and I'm not talking about a short period) I have very poor dream recall and my biggest problem (however strange it might sound) is the sexual desire in my lucid dreams. I don't have sex dreams often, but every single time I become lucid I just want to have sex and every single time it ends in the same way... well, it ends abruptly

It kinda demotives me and I feel like giving it up all together more than ever, but on the other hand, now, more than ever, I want to slap myself to reason and "train hard" in order to achieve lucidity (again).

Almost every night before I go to sleep I decide I'll become lucid, but it never works. I don't really have time for trying to WILD (or that's what I want to believe ). I tried taking B6 too... and I've never thought of lucid dreaming as of something incredibly hard to achieve (or have I ?). But what actually bugs me the most is the laziness after I wake up in order to write down my dreams... I've tried it for so many times and it's not as half as easy for me as it was before, I just can't be arsed to write down my dreams and I always regret it later, because I know that helped me a lot with my dream recall and lucidity before...

It might sound like a desperate call... but... help me ? XD