okay, so heres the thing, it's bothered me for a while now. Everytime i become lucid, After about 10 minutes or even earlier, If i get the thought into my head. "Don't wake up" all off a sudden, it's like i cant controll myself and i acctually try and wake myself up, it's so wierd, It's like my brain is mocking me, It's like if i imagine a roundabout going round and round on its own, I can't even make it just stop still, I dont have the power to do that is this odd? it's as though someone inside of me is just trying to piss me off, and theres two sides to me. But honestly, it's starting to anoy me so bad. aneytips on how i can gain controll over my acctually will power? thanks.