Originally Posted by Lady Grimbones
I wish I had your problem.
It is like you have been given this 'lucid every night' gift and you want to be some normal retard.
Hope you get normal soon. Get married and have 20 kids and drive a mini van.
Hello thank you for this smack of reality haha, i found it amusing, I also like people to be straight with me...
Ok so last night I decided that i was gonna give it a chance..
hell ive been letting this drive me nuts for ages if i went with it once then if it didnt work out no loss.....
My usual experiences are nasty... with scary figures, and everything distorted and limited movement, when i become lucid....or if I am aware from the beginning i usually panic in sleep paralysis...So heres what happened when i let it...
Went to bed, read my book til my eyes were droopy...Turned over to go asleep, fully conscious (i know this cos i was listening to a conversation going on next door) after a while couldnt feel my body, and strange sounds came into my head... I knew what was coming...
just said to myself, I am not afraid this time, once chance...
After a while sleep paralysis set in, first attempt to move... upsidedown
i hate this, it usually freaks me out completely but i battled on, lay back down and used a technique of thinking where i wanted to be...
after a while.. I seemed to GO there...trying not to look on this swift journey at anything that might freak me out...
Ok all of a sudden, I am in a room, I dont recognise anyone but they are all like the most friendly people i have ever seen in my life...
A tall dark guy hugged me...and then a blonde girl started smiling at me when i smiled back, i felt my teeth vibrating ridiculously and i said to her, Im sorry im just so nervous... She said, Don't worry everyone is always nervous...
The teeth thing got worse, I didnt want to leave, and swiftly woke up back in my bed....
All in all the whole experience felt far quicker than my usual struggling to get out of it, when i woke up i was really happy and a bit emotional...
I feel like Im not scared as much anymore...
First of all... Are the people i seen a figment of my imagination, or some sort of spirits trying to reassure me im am safe?
Please wb, im very interested on what light anyone can shed
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