I dreamed I was raped/molested last night?

**chihara** · 01-01-2011 10:28 AM

Alright my dream started with me in this sort of room with i think it was my mom and sister but i'm not sure. I got this feeling that I was either kidnapped or I was there against my will or something. This man was in there and he attacked another woman (not sure if it was my mom or not as I can't really remember). When the man went to me next I turned to look at my mom or sister and they said "just let them" or something along that. Well he raped me and in the dream (even though i'm a woman) i had a penis. It was weird and even in the dream I knew it was. Well he touched it and everything then continued to rape me. Then I remember something like not being afraid or something and remembering thinking/saying it was my first time.

This was a weird dream as I've never had a real sex dream like this. I'm worried because I have constant Deja vu and often dream of stuff and have them happen. Usually its small stuff, like a conversation I have of seeing something just in normal life, but since this is so out there and (i think) random i'm sort of scared this is pre-deja vu too. I'd really like some insight to the dream please. Was it just something random or does it really mean something?

**Crazytalk** · 01-01-2011 11:04 AM

Don't be afraid! It's okay this dream wont come true and to comment on the pre Daja vu - unless you grow a penis your fine

**chihara** · 01-01-2011 11:46 AM

Well it scared me/still scaring me because in part I have no clue why I had this dream. And i'm already OCD and paranoid so this definitely doesn't help at all. And now i'm scared to sleep because i'm afraid i'll dream of it again.

**etereo** · 01-17-2011 08:26 PM

Originally Posted by chihara

Well it scared me/still scaring me because in part I have no clue why I had this dream. And i'm already OCD and paranoid so this definitely doesn't help at all. And now i'm scared to sleep because i'm afraid i'll dream of it again.

Its in the past. It doesn't exist anymore. Did you hear me closely it doesn't exist.

**Burned up** · 01-18-2011 10:20 AM

Confusing dream, chihara.

The dream exposes a concern of yours. A concern, not a prediction, so the deja-vu outcome is far from likely.

The word running through my mind is "ambiguity". In the dream you are sexually ambiguous, being both male and female in different ways. Also the ambiguity of whether the intruder should be accommodated or not - your mother says yes but your instinct says no.

Reading your account, I'm wondering why you weren't afraid. I get no sense of fear and indeed you say you weren't afraid - not during the dream anyway. So what was the root of the weirdness in the dream that brought you to this forum?

I can't help thinking there's more to this. Send me a message if you'd rather discuss offline.