Addicted to smoking in dreams withought smoking?

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Hi forum, Since I was VERY young (like since I can remember) I have recuring dreams in which i smoke, and I always wake up craving a cigarette. I loved the smell of cigatettes and when i was out i would do my best to inhale smoke from passers-by. Now I'm 16yo and have started smoking, but I hate it. When I smoke I feel sick like i did the first time i tried, and often dont finish the cig, and somehow actually smoking doesn't seem to fulfil the craving... Also smoking in dreams feels extremely relaxing, almost like what I imagine doing some kind of very powerful tranqilizer would. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON? My parents have always been very anti-smoking. and no one in my family smokes. Please any insight would be brilliant, seeing as I dont actually want to smoke, and this has puzzled me all my life!