Recently I had a bad trip on some mushrooms. I felt so alone and I hated myself, girls, friends, and my full time night shift job. That night I had this dream and I tried to wright it down as soon as I woke up.

This dream started out strange. I was driving to Austin with my friends Jordan, cj, my brother (Jordan), hailey, and I can't remember who else, but I get to about round rock when my car runs out of gas on the highway. I pulled the car over and we all just walked down the highway. The strange thing was the stars looked beautiful. Cj pointed them out and we all looked at them in amazement on how bright they where over a city like Austin. As I was staring into the sky I noticed that we where walking down the middle of the highway and absolutely no car has drove by. I said "hey, where just walking in the middle of the highway," and everyone realized it too and we started to make our way to the other access road when we finally saw headlights heading straight toward us. We dodged a couple cars threw traffic and walked up a bank to get to the access road and I noticed another abandoned car just chillin on the side of the highway. I remember thinking should I have turned my hazards on? We started to walk to a bridge and I don't really remember what happened here but I believe we kind of met up to figure out where we where gonna go. We ended up in this awesome lounge with all kinds of people in it. I remember standing in line behind my friend Jordan and I seen two black dudes dress like rich white people with straight highlighted hair talking to a black girl that worked at the lounge with blond straight hair. One of the black guys was tellin the other, "yeah this is my sister," or somethin and all I could think about is what Jordan might be thinking right then. As Jordan was ordering I noticed the girl taking his order. She was gorgeous. She had long straight brunette hair, a beautiful skin complexion, and her eyes where the strangest shade of brown that I had ever seen. I walked up to the register after Jordan had finished his order and I had asked her about a certain item on the menu. I can't remember what it was called but it was a burger of some sort, cheap, and I wanted to order like 5 of them. The girl looked at me like she wasn't sure if I knew what I was ordering. She asked me something like " do you want 5 meals or just the burger?" I looked at the price in confusion because it was only like $0.84 for the order so I said "I guess I'll just take one meal." the girl started to cook the meal right away and I pulled my debit card out to pay. I watched the girl cook my burger and once the cheese was melted, she put the top bun over it and poked a hole in the top of the bun with her finger and she stuck a fried shrimp in the bun. As she was finishing my burger I had asked if I could add bacon. She didn't seem too thrilled about that and I asked what was wrong as she started to*Cooke the bacon. She said she hated bacon and I said I love bacon then she said she just hated cooking bacon. When the bacon was finished she pulled the top bun off and the melted cheese had stuck to the bun. She wipes the cheese with her wrist and dripped it back onto the burger.*I said you didn't have to do that and she said it was no problem so I asked if I could tip her. She smiled and said yeah I could. The girl gave me the meal but never asked me to pay. So I went to sit with everyone to eat my meal. I couldn't stop looking at the girl and every time she would catch me she would just smile. We sat and ate our meal and I had noticed some of the other people around us. I remember a band singing like they where recording an album and no one around them wasn't bothered by their music. We jumped in a car and started to leave and I realized I had never paid and I really wanted to see the girl again and tip her. I got my brother to stop the car and I ran back inside. I walked up to the girl and we started to talk. Before I could ask her for her number she had pulled out a pen and white lighter and started to right down her number on it. I was so excited and I remember noticing she had 2 slight impressions on both sides of her nose which made her even more attractive to me because I was picturing her with glasses on. She hands me the lighter and I read the number right away to try and memorize it just in case it rubbed off or something. I actually remember reading each number she wrote. Another girl who worked at the lounge walked up and asked if she could use the lighter and I handed it to her and I started to look for a piece of paper for the girl to right her number on. The girl hands me the lighter back and sure enough the number was smeared and I got desperate. I found a pad of little post it's and ripped one off and handed it to the girl and I woke up. I tried to recall the number as soon as I woke but I couldn't.

Any suggestions on what this means?