Disturbing dream, what do you think of this?

[Karikins]

Ok so last night I had a dream that thinking about it now is kind of bothering me, so here it is; I was in some sort of "meeting" with 2 other young girls (18-25 I am 18 myself) There was a man standing next to a display board with a stick pointing at certain graphs even though now I have no idea what they were about. We were all dressed casually for being in a "meeting" I seemed to recognize everyone there but nobody I could put a name to, maybe people i've seen before in real life. As the meeting ended the man (maybe early 30's) said he wanted to speak to me after the meeting... He grabbed me by the throat, shoved me against the wall and put his body up against his and he had an erection. He was about to say something and I interrupted with "This is my first time, please don't! I Love my boyfriend" As soon as I said it he let go and he got upset asking himself why he would do something so stupid then I ran out of the room as fast as I could and I woke up... I don't know why I would have said it would be my first time as it wouldn't be, I do have a boyfriend that I love... What could this dream be about? It really freaked me out! Some suggestions would help, thanks!

[Ekyu]

It's really hard to say since i don't know you, but i'll give it a shot! Love and fear seemed to be connected here, maybe this implies to your waking life aswell? "This is my first time, please don't! I Love my boyfriend"; You probably said this, because you wanted the man to stop. It's quite a disturbing dream, but i wouldn't look to mutch behind it if i was you. Hope this helps you a little bit out!