First Memorable Dream In Nearly A Year! Star gates, prisons, war zones and astral projection!

**JamesSuperDoom** · 03-31-2013 06:29 AM

Hi everybody!
I am a new member as of today and this is my first post. I read the thread about how much detail I should give so I am going to go all out! Please excuse the weird sexual things that occurred because I did not understand them at all haha! Hopefully some of y'all can help me understand this dream since it seems significant!
Anywho here is a brief backstory on myself to help with the interpretation.
I am a 23 year old male, born in the year of the snake, living at home with my parents and brother, and I play in a death metal band. I am very spiritual and believe that consciousness manifests reality, and that each and every individual on earth is a divine being whether they have found their way to that understanding yet or not. I am a very loving and emotional guy and most of the time I have a lot more love to give than is available for me to receive. I am also a virgin if that has anything to do with anything lol dunno if it does but I'm proud to be one anyway!
I have recently(within the past couple of months) started meditating. The basis of my decision to start doing this watching all the Ancient Knowledge series on youtube and truly starting to grasp who I am and what the universe is all about, as well as numerous Nassim Haramein videos and Itzhak Bentov's From Atoms to Cosmos, and realizing that the only way to understand myself and the universe further is to go within. From these things I learned that I create my own reality and as a result I have had a complete turn around as a person. I am always positive, never-judging, fearless, and confident and I have seen the effects of it in my life from the get go! Post-realization by a few days I had, without attempting to, an astral projection whilst trying to go to sleep. I was flying through over some fields and I had the realization that it was a dream. Assuming it was going to go lucid I thought to myself I'll fly over those hills over there and as soon as I thought this I was thrown into space at a ridiculously fast and unknown speed until I arrived in front of a giant sacred geometric (I can remember feeling that it was sacred geometry) shape thing. It was essentially something in the center which I could not discern with 6 DNA strands coming out of it on even angles. 1 directly out of each side and then 2 above and 2 below, as if they were reaching out to the corners of a hexagon only there was on hexagon and I am unsure if they went on for an eternity or faded out or anything. Upon seeing this a thought occurred that was not my own which said "I can't handle this man, I'm outta here" as soon as this thought occurred I caught a glimpse of a face as quick as a flash so I couldn't work out what it looked like although I feel like it wasn't human and then I was thrown back into my body. The whole time this happened my vision within the dream/projection was still hazy like a regular dream but I knew it had actually happened because I didn't feel like a human when I was out there and when I was thrown back into my body it was a huge shock to all my senses, not to mention the intense vibration I felt the whole time I was out there. Since this has happened I have been talking to pretty much any and everyone about these experiences openly and have found that many other people I know can actually astral project all the time. Not to mention I skyped my sister who is in china and a regular lucid dreamer and upon discussing some of her dreams we were able to work out that they were also projections as she had been out in the cosmos interacting with Pleiadians. I talk about it openly at home with my brother and my mother but try to keep it out of my father's hair since he is a Catholic (my mother is Baptist) and as such doesn't believe in the stuff or thinks it is of the devil. I was speaking about it on Good Friday openly with my brother and mother and he got all involved and argumentative and lots of debate went on resulting in him kicking me out of home as long as I am not Christian and accusing me of being an Atheist because he will not tolerate the devil in a Christian house-hold. This didn't put me on a downer at all and I am still super positiver and have already found somewhere to move within the coming week. Last night I had the dream that this whole thread is about. I will give you a quick fill in on the memorable people within the dream in hopes that it helps you understand it better.
Myself - Obviously
2 Friends - Couldn't work out who they were not that I was wondering who they were in the dream at the time
My parents
Mell - This is a girl I have met very recently. When I first saw her it was pre-realization that I manufacture my reality, and at one of my bands shows, she was there taking photos, I swooned pretty hard when I saw her and thought man I need to know her but as were the ways of my old self I did nothing about it. Post-realization however I have added her on facebook and we talk daily and for extended periods of time (hours), she lives out of town so I can't see her but I am trying to arrange to do so. I am developing strong feelings for her and can tell she is giving some back but she seems rather unsure of herself because of things I cannot detail as they are too personal and I gotta keep my promises!
Miscellaneous old people
Asian armies
An Asian leader of all the armies

Alright here we go I will give you how I wrote it straight into my journal. As earlier please excuse the odd sexual occurrences I don't really get them. There are also 2 side notes which I only realized along the way (when writing) so I will use an asterix to indicate where they fit in. Oh and the dream is a re-occurring dream that I have but always forget about (so I only know its re-occurring when it happening because I can remember it in my dream state) but it took a different spin that usual. Oh and I love Asians so being at war with them was a little weird. Anywho:

Just had my re-occurring prison camp dream. So I'm trapped in an asian prison camp that is super high tech with 2 friends. We think we are the last remaining humans on earth trapped in this floor of this building. When we look out the windows there is smog everywhere. After a long while my sex drive gets too built up since its just me and 2 dudes and I have a wank in the shower. Once I've done that it is revealed that there are a number of us who have been captured and that earth still exists deep beneath the smog but we are forced to live in these prison rooms many kilometers high on top of corporate buildings. It is revealed that we are their pawns for war. They let us out through a prison gate star gate and we trek this huge space age sky platform to another building. Along the way I see my parents, talk momentarily, before receiving my warrior ID license thing*, wishing everyone a lovely day, and then stepping through another star gate into a room full of all the other prisoners now armed with guns. I enter the room and sit down. The leader of the whole war is there. He forces me to drink this poison potion that makes me gag and vomit blue stuff whilst drinking it. Everyone takes pity on me in the room for enduring it then we are deployed and the dream gets flipped on its head. I am now trying to get from one side of the planet to the other. I am with everyone from before but the only significant people I remember are Mell and some old people. So at this stage I spawn on earth where I normally do, in a New Zealand forest, but Mell is with me, I hold her close whilst we wait for some enemies to pass so that we stay hidden. And then we start to make the mission across the globe to the star gate to Nibiru which is in construction. Things take a different turn that usual and we are found by 2, 4 man squads of Asians who I open fire at, killing a few but then we have to run to get away. We jump a small gap over a creek whilst being pursued and bullets are flying, run down the path to the side of the creek, and jump around behind some trees. We are now in a nice green field with a cobblestone house/small castle Yorkshire-esque and there is a young Asian boy (about 6) sitting at a park bench. Mell goes and sits with him and I make my way to the house to clear it for us. I sneak round the side peering into the windows. I spot 1 man and 2 women. I get in through a side door and sneak around through a narrow room containing old books with a u-turn at the end of the room. On looking through the big book by the u-turn I am spotted by the man. I grab a candlestick and clobber him to death with it. It takes 1 hit. Then I continue to the room where I saw the 2 women and clobber them too. It takes multiple hits on them for some reason. WARNING WEIRD SEX THINGS NOW:

Spoiler for Reveal:

before I look up and out a window and see an old person and then I realize what I'm meant to be doing and everything shifts back to that. I am now trying to mission back across the earth in line with the prisoners from earlier to the Nibiru star gate which I could picture perfectly in my mind. On the trek across mountains and dunes I notice myself and the old people have become seperated from the youths since I was hanging back with the oldies since they were slower. They were still doing sick drops off dunes on top of these mountains but I think it was taking its toll because I can remember ending up alone/making the conscious decision to leave them behind else I'll never catch up. This happened when I started to reach the smog again. I knew I had climbed too high and I was walking across these fluffy different coloured bushes near the top of the mountain. I remember pointing out a good path of descent to the old people before I went my own way. I was on the multi-coloured bush and I fell partway into it, realizing that there was a forest beneath it. When I saw this I knew it was a dream and said right I have to get where I'm going, time to go super saiyan**. So I put my palms together, closed my eyes, and I feel a lot of energy go into me before I launch off, grab a very brief glimpse of space and wake up, all within a manner of second/seconds.

*the person who went before me went a bit nuts trying to jam all the machines that make the cards. I don't know what happened to them.

**When I tried to go super saiyan I tired to project Robert Monroe style. I got the ball of light, moved it away from myself and then above and then dropped it into my head which explains the brief glimpse of space.

So there you have it folks my dream and backstory and what not I know it's a lot read but I wanna try work something out so I thought best to be as graphic as I could and the thread I mentioned earlier said to too!
Oh and I can't remember feeling and particular emotions during the whole ordeal.
Hope some of you can help me out!
Thanks heaps for reading this if you actually did and I look forward to any replies!
Cheers!

**Wakinyan** · 04-01-2013 10:54 PM

There’s a lot going on here! I’m not sure I can help you and I’m not sure that’s even my intent!, but I will share some thoughts on your though-provocing post.
Reading about your “astral projections”, conflicts at home and this dynamic dream I get the impression that you’re pretty much going about in a whirlwind right now! I get the feeling: Man, this guy ought to land! Get his feet on the ground.
Your dream is full of adolescensce fantasy, if you don’t mind me saying so, it is part an illustration of where you are right now (up in space!?) but also there are images that bears some weight and could be useful for you to contemplate.
I’m going to break down the dream a little bit into pieces we might be able to digest. Let’s assume that this dream is an illustration of where you are right now, and you are trapped in a prison camp. There’s some feelings of isolation and sexual frustration, but that’s what expected in a prison camp. If I were you, I’d ponder what (psychologically) is my prison camp, in what way am I improsoned?
The second image is earth. To me earth is good, because we are earth-bound beings. That is where we should be because that is were we belong as human beings. In this story the earth is covered by smog. If I had this dream I would ask myself why am I not connected to my “natural habitat”; in what way am I “forced to live in ... prison rooms many kilometers high [above ground]”? In what way have I lost my connection to the earth?
The third is Mell. She might be a symbol for the feeling function. The Leader might be a symbol for the thinking function which has got you in his grip (contrary to what we consciously believe), is high above the earth which makes us puke, but now we are down to earth; in a forest, our natural habitat if you will. And Mell.
So the scene is very different: “a nice green field with a cobblestone house/small castle Yorkshire-esque”. That’s pretty far from corporate buildings several kilometers high, prison camps and sci fi environments! And here’s the boy. Might be the six year old dreamer. We carry every age within us. Mell, the subject of our longings for love and affection, perhaps even motherly love, is drawn to the boy, because the boy is genuine.
The protagonist leaves them behind without further ado, and goes on a somewhat silly killing spree instead and grope dead women!, as if he is unable to relate to the genuine feelings he is in need of. If it were me, I would ask myself, how could I next time be at the boy and the girl I want to get to know, instead of turning my energy to dead things?
Then it is back to high places and there are even fluffy multi-colored bushes thrown in to describe how far from reality this place is. And then there’s some hokus-pokus space travel and the dreamer awakens.
Sorry if I got carried away with that “hokus-pokus” remark, but when I read this dream that is the feeling I get, and I would like to stress that that is the feeling I get. I’m not saying that that is the hidden meaning of the dream. It’s two entirely different things.

To sum it up, JamesSuperDoom, if I had the dream you wrote down for us, I would spend some time contemplating the following: What is this prison high above earth, and how could I ground myself? And how could I find a way to relate to my inner child, if you will, whose genuine feelings (filtered through my adult self) might work as a way to relate to not only women I'd like to get to know better, but to earth, the life as it really is -- with love, sex, troubles, and dirt.

**JamesSuperDoom** · 04-02-2013 01:30 AM

Thanks heaps Wakinyan that actually gives me something to think about rather than being super confused. I am moving out tomorrow so I shall see how my feelings change. I think that this prison could be my current home with my parents as I don't feel like I can be who I truly am here and that doesn't make me feel any good! I love nature and the earth a lot so I found it rather bizarre that there was smog everywhere and such but I have been feeling lately that I want to spend more time out in nature so I think that's exactly what I should do. My mother definitely loves me and I can tell so I don't think it would be motherly love but more my longing to find someone who I can love as I have not had that in a long time and no one since has accepted my love or feelings whatsoever. I figured the killing spree part was because I wanted to keep them safe but what you are saying sounds right to me. Perhaps the killings are based off of my prior self being full of hatred for many things? Or the fact that I hate that I have no one to love? No worries with the hokus-pokus remark I accept all of this as constructive no matter what since all I want to do is understand myself better. I really can't thank you enough for this. This will be of great use to me and has given me a lot to think about. Just today Mell completely pushed me away and anything I feel for her telling me to give up on trying with her so perhaps my feelings are misdirected? I try to be genuine 24/7 so this genuine inner child thing is interesting and I will ponder on that too. Thanks again!