I'm just a junior in high school and I've been dreaming about my classmate (he's a guy, I'm a girl) for around 3 years now since my freshman year. Gonna become a senior this year During my freshman year I got to talk to him a little bit, not much and I would always make a weird face expression to him whenever he tried talking to me because idk x_x for some reason my mouth would feel like it's gonna shake and i wasn't able to respond back to him at all. And usually I'm not like that. I was able to actually talk to him the first time he talked to me though, but it was very short. And after that he kept looking at me in class since then on xP but after a while I started dreaming about him. I don't really remember if I had any feelings for him or anything and I knew he had a gf and all during that point. But my first dreams I remember with him was like us being together like a couple and we were happy. There was one where we were both laughing and he just let me fall into his arms. And the next one we were playing around with each other. The other was that he was in the house we used to live in (where I dreamed of him more since we moved now) and he was on the floor laying there and I laid right next to him. That was the time I dreamed of him 7 days straight in a row for the whole week. I didn't know why it happened, I mean I never really thought of him or anything. I didn't really have feelings for him, but I don't remember if I did have little feelings for him though. Can't remember since it was years ago xP I forgot the rest. After a while in my sophomore year, I remember dreaming I was with him again. This time we were like on an island and we were either in a house or a small restaurant or kitchen. And I offered him sugar but he didn't want it, but it was okay for him. It's like we were close, but only in the dream and I knew him and was familiar with him but in real-life it's totally the opposite. I don't know him personally and all. And now I'm a junior. I started having dreams about him again after summer vacation. Though the dreams seemed to change. It's like he was getting annoyed of me and didn't really look at me or gave me attention. And it was like that for 2 dreams. Another dream came and he was with his friends and he started talking to me behind my back because I was helpless but I managed to get up. So after that I didn't really expect to have any more nice dreams with him -.- Not like I wanted to be with him in rl though. But after that just about last week or 2 I dreamed that we were in our english classroom with our friends and classmates and all and we both started messing around with each other like friends. Hmm and last week, I dreamed we were at school again. I was eating with my friend (a guy, and he's actually a friend of mine in rl too xp) = Ok sorry if it's late x_x I'll label the guy who I've been dreaming about "BI" (no offense they're supposedly initials xP) = And BI looked at him suspiciously, like thinking you know "who is he?" and like why he's with me or something. I dreamed of him some more xP I just forgot. But the last dream I had with BI was the last day of the year. Before new year's. His appearance is always 99% of the time clear in my dreams. Anyway, my last dream with him, we were at like our school playground (but in reality we don't have one xP you know how dreams can sometimes make you feel like you're in a certain place but it's kinda different looking -.-) and we were with our classmates again. I saw him and I went close to him. He was there and he seemed ok. He had his phone with him and I told him I wanted to see the video of my sister. So he gave me his phone and showed me funny videos of her. I was holding his phone right next to him and suddenly he put his hands on top of my hands. He was holding them, it was nice at first but he let go. It's like he couldn't do it, or he wasn't ready? to make a move? But I was able to feel it. When he let go, it was ok for me though, I didn't mind. But his reaction seemed kinda down after that.

Sorry if it's so long >_< in reality, I don't have really strong feelings for him. And no, I don't think about him before I sleep x_x I only do that cause he's always appearing in my dreams. But barely only. My mom tells me that it's like he's not ready to make a move, or he can't really do anything and that he probably thinks of me or likes me. (Honestly, idk) And my dad said he could be my soul mate -_- my future bf, but I'm not interested xP, or it could mean nothing. And he told me not to mind about it too. But I either know it could mean something or nothing. Also when I see BI in school, he still sometimes looks at me. I don't have any classes with him anymore though. But I might have some or 1, next semester. I don't really know him though and Idk why I dream of him. He's most likely the only person who appears most of the times in my dreams. I haven't really interacted with him that much after our schedules have changed. But I remember earlier this month (in real-life) during lunch, him and his group of friends came over to our side. And he said bye to me and my sister but he switched our names on purpose. And he just kinda paused and looked at me and smiled and laughed. Then he left. :l I'm kinda worried, but at the same time I'm not... that I might get feelings for him just because I keep dreaming of him. Should I mind about it or no? And what does it mean to keep dreaming about him? Nothing? Something? And why him? Ah, also my other friend. He told me I should try lucid dreaming since I told him that I dream about BI. I tried but I don't really know how -.- I want to try it though to ask why he's always (most of the time I meant) in my dreams. Is it trying to tell me something? xP Cause most of my family members who I asked said he's in my subconscious. idk why xP

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