Last night I had a dream that I was base-jumping with no parachute in to a crystal clear lake, so clear that I could see the floor of the lake. Strange thing was the floor of the lake was made of leather. My college classmates row by on a boat and ask if I want to go smoke. I climb aboard and I’m suddenly in the cafeteria of my college. Then my friend asks me if I would buy him a Pepsi and to join him outside, so I do so. But before I went outside I walked over to a couch for the students to lounge on in between classes and I pick up a pen that’s lying next to a list of confessions by my dad. A lot of the confessions were actually true about my dad. Anyway I take the pen and begin to draw an eye on the couch; also leather.

This is were it gets pretty damn interesting:

As I’m finishing the drawing my crush walks through the cafeteria with another one of her friends. They stop and ask me if I want to go to the dorms with the, of course even in a dream I said yes. We appear in an office with a bunch of cubicles. My crush and I are flirting and my friends are now smoking outside of the office/dorm. I go to join them and I give her a piggyback ride outside. She’s laughing and giggling in my ear and then she kisses my neck three times…throughout the whole dream, I couldn’t feel anything, ya know like normal dreams. But every time she touched me it was like I could feel it passing from my dream to my physical body, I could feel the raise in my heart rate, her super soft skin, and all three kisses. It scared me so bad it almost woke me up. We went outside to smoke and I talked to her for a bit then she just randomly disappeared. Her friend told me that she went to go get something. We walked back into the office an I was just sitting on the floor by myself in a cubical when her friend approached me and asked me about how I prefer women I’m attracted to to look. Then I over heard her on her cell phone talking to someone repeating back what I had said. I had hoped it was her, but I never found out. I didn’t see my crush again for the rest of the dream.

Towards the end while I was walking to my car in the parking lot a girl that has been stalking me (in real life) approached me and gave me a ring. It was some cheap plastic woman’s ring with a pealable film like you find on watches and stuff. My crushes friend appears from behind me and exclaims, “I knew you’d love it!” I hated it, got in my car and woke up.

SOME CLUES TO HELP YOU HELP ME:

-Before I told my crush how I felt, we use to flirt all the time…after I told her and she turned me down it’s like she wants me to notice her. She’s been treating me different since, kinda distant, she goes out of her way to make me jealous, but now she likes to hug me every time we see each other…which never happened before, I’ve caught her watching me countless times…before and after my confession. My friends say that it’s because she’s conflicted, she has so many guys after her. I try and stay aloof.

-This chick that’s stalking me is not my type at all.
-We’ve never touched but once, brushed arms accidentally and it was more than sparks, it was like pearl harbor. In that dream that’s what each of those kisses felt like. I could physically feel them.

-I’ve been dreaming about her almost every night for a year (and by almost every night I mean 4 vivid dreams about her out of the 7 days of the week). I had stopped dreaming about her all of a sudden and now last night she made a sudden reappearance. I wouldn’t care so much if I hadn’t been dreaming about her so frequently before. I’m not a big believer in dreams about girls and there meanings till I met her. I’ve had crushes, I’ve had girlfriends but none like this.

This is my first time posting in this forum, I don’t want to let her get away, I’m going to tell her how I feel one last time (I didn’t say it in person the first time) and I really need to know what this means. I’m sorry to type you guys a novel.