I dreamt last night that I was performing oral sex on my seven year old son. I awoke and went down the hall to his room, to check on him. My heart was pounding, why in the world would I dream this, I begged god to tell me.

I have had a simlar dream about three years ago.

I was trying to recall things I've spoke to him about that might trigger this. I was telling him about protecting his body and that he had the right to always say no. I told him about bad people who hurt children, and how to always tell mommy or daddy--no matter what those bad people threaten him with..


I love my son so, so very much. I'm an advocate for children, and I rally against sexaul predators.

I'm sick to my stomach over this. Why!?