THE NEGATIVE VOICE WITHIN
It sounds like it might have been your negative side which you can learn from, hence trying to guide you.
Maybe the learning was to wake up from it, perhaps if, 5 years ago, you were too unconscious instead of being in control, simlar to being under a spell, or if there was a negative thing happening 5 years ago, or with some guy - a bad spell.
It stopped when you became clear.
It probably reflected this voice in your head - your thought in this area - was without any pause.
AWAKENED and LISTENING
Taking it from the start, and the dream was about an experience, you became more awakened or aware of yourself, and there was no experience or nothing visual.
So maybe the experience was just you thinking about the darkness in you.
Closed eyes might mean You closed your eyes to it, or you were looking within.
Then you heard the voice or your thoughts.
CAN'T UNDERSTAND THIS SIDE OF YOU
You did not understand this side of you, or what the voice represented, which seemed to have been there a long time in you.
Maybe it was the thought of what you think of yourself, or what you think others think of you. That fear that controls us to varying degrees, like a spell.
It made you angry, because it had power over you. So you gained the feeling of how many times it has before.
WAKING UP
So once you realised this, you woke up in reality. Your eyes opened as you faced your inner demon.
So you had such clear vision and awareness (again something you can't usually do in life).
So the voice stopped in mid-stream (and it did sound like it was a stream, or constant information being downloaded, like our inner negative thoughts can get if unchecked, and yet can be as incredibly clear and with purpose as much as positive thoughts. Or maybe the purpose was yours to awaken from it).
And you broke your spell this dark thing had you under.
So it sounds like you intended to wake up from it at that time 5 years ago.
THINKING
When you think of this you can hear that voice gurgling away in the back of your mind, sounds like it is still there with you, beyond your control.
So, if this is right, in a sense it is something else. Some other part of you. sinister, yet that you already did learn from, by gaining control and overcoming it.
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As yours was blue that might mean peaceful.
And the thoughts, or aspect, it represented was some good side of you that maybe you could not understand with your logical or conscious mind, but only by synthesizing it into yourself. Hence you were only listening.
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