Alright so, some basic, relevant information about me--
I'm 18 years old, biologically female and identify as male. Pre op. Usually, if I dream at all, it's weird stuff like this.
This is probably one of my strangest dreams of all time.
The first thing I remember in my dream is inspecting my chest in front of a mirror. On the top of my right breast, I had holes in my flesh. jagged, edged in black. Touching it caused pain that spread chills all over my body (thinking about it still gives me chills). I winced and attempted to shift around the skin to get a look inside. I could see down to the breast tissue, which looked black and decayed, or possibly burnt. It felt solid to touch. My first thought in the dream was, "my flesh is decaying away... Skin rot..."
I walked to my mother's room and showed her my chest. She just swore, muttering about how we can't afford a trip to the hospital.
I thought, "at least not I have a reason to have them removed..." I was glad, but afraid of whatever was on my chest.
I then woke to my alarm with goosebumps all over my skin.
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