No, it is not your sis, for you grew up with this person in the dream. It is your soul. Truly the closest one to you.
So, you have come to realise, without that, everything seems fake.
Were you perhaps beaten up when young, or perhaps you felt life beat you up then? Your soul 'mate' was killed, and so it nearly killed you.
So you created another reality, to escape the pain and guilt from not being youself, your real self.
Your lady friend has a place your mother can't fill in the same way, which is why she took prededence I think. She may represent a friend, or potential partner, which can become more central to your future life.
So you grieved the loss of your outer soul mate, if you like, really the second most important person in most peoples' lives, at least later on.
So the psychologist is a part of you that relates to her, symbolized by the guy she knows, so you can understand yourself better, and therefore who you relate to.
But maybe this was a fleeing moment of revelation, that perhaps is not so cut and dried. Maybe you were too harsh on yourself. It's impossible not to be you to a degree. So it could have been a time of anger or where falseness seem to take the stage.
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