November 2012, about a month after father's death:
Dream #1: WANTING TO RISE ABOVE IT
You thought of your dad when healthy, or maybe the good ol' days.
I think you wanted this idea to elevate you and other parts of you. It's understandable you wanted to keep going up and up endlessley, because you must have been going down, down endlessly. But maybe also because your father seemed now that far away above you.
Dream #2: YOUR MOTIVATION SHOT
Your dad's death inevitably comprimised your movement or motivation in life, or especially the part that was to do with him, making you feel you needed to be towed or pulled along, I think.
This put you on the defensive. You were wounded. Maybe you felt the need to protect or defend yourself against what was taken from you, but your thought of dad knew it didn't need it. It was a one-off really.
So you sort of replayed losing him again, and again, in different areas of your life, which would be normal I suspect.
Dream#3: SUPPORT IN YOU GOES DOWN
Now your next support in you represented by the next thing to a father, so a figure figure, died in you, toppled over like a domino.
Your Spiritual side or values perhaps, and the coaching you received or what you have learnt in life, can easily have been knocked out, or seem to, by this tragedy.
Dream #4: YOU CAN PROBABLY NEVER FULLY GET OVER IT
You thought about his death, and you went through all kinds of suffering and pain, but you cannot ever really lose or forget your dad. His memory can never really die. His movement through this life was cut off. But he won't die to you, and survives in your mind.
Of course I could say, similar to what Joanna said about the first dream, this probably parallels the after-life well.
I guess the title I put to this dream, if you accept that, can actually make it a bit easier, because you know what to expect. You accept it. In a sense what you accept defies it.
I hate saying you probably never will get over it and I heard it from Dr. Phil, so the chances are it's real but everything is determined by what you choose and accept.
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