Ok before i explain the dream i'll summarize the past so you can understand the dream. I used to date a girl for 2 years and 4 months. It was a long distance relationship but well I used to go there lots of times. Both my and her parents were fine with it. They were really supportive, they even let me sleep there for a couple of days during the summer holidays just to be with their daughter. Well.. everything was perfect until she cheated on me. It's been more than 1 year now (about 1 year and 3-4 months). During the time when i found out i felt really bad and stuff. Then like 7-8 months later i felt in love with a girl which made me realize i had finally went through my ex. I had stopped feeling bad, on random occasions when i thought about her it wouldn't hurt me like before. Well the weird part is today i was dreaming about her. I dreamed about going to her place without telling anybody (not even her). I was on the train really wanting to see her and hugging her once again So yeah once i got to her city it was raining, it was kinda dark so i decided not to go.. Kinda stupid I know but i was just trying to find out if there's any reason for that.
We have spoken a very few times after the breakup, i decided it was beter to cut all the possible communication ways. I can't forgive her And if one day I do i'll never trust her again, that's for sure.
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