The past two nights I have had really wild dreams with some nightmare components in them. Then today I read that in ancient times women were believed to have a dreaming power two days before the start of their cycle... And today my cycle started and it struck me that maybe there were important messages in these dreams? Going off a whim here Any interpretation at all would be so amazing and helpful!

The first dream was incredible it was like I was in the Matrix I took a crazy futuristic train to "work" which from what I can remember was a lot of fighting evil (and fighting for the purpose of saving lives and for our freedom) I was a really important person making a big difference and in one part of my dream I passed by a group of people and one woman wanted her young daughter to meet me and wanted me to talk to her, I felt like some sort of hero or role model. I was in a very passionate romantic relationship with the leader of our team, tho I don't remember much interaction between us as we were on the job but we gave each other looks of admiration that lit my heart on fire! At the end of the dream I was in our "office", this invisible (glass I could see out but nobody could see in) futuristic computerized matrix style place. I woke up as I was walking back to the train to go home.

Then last nights dreams had a lot of parts but the one thing I really remember was horrible... My mom was getting a surgery on her jaw but it was horrific... Her jaw was huge and deformed and I got there as the doc was getting his electric saw ready. My mom was conscious and not on pain killers (I witnessed the birth of my little sister and my mom didn't use pain killers then and was so quiet and calm) the doc told me I could lay beside my mom on the bed and hold her. I laid beside her and the doc leaned over me, she opened her jaw for him and he started sawing! She didn't blink an eye!! The sound of her bone being sawed was so horrible it woke me up. (Note on my relationship with my mother: my mom and I have never been close, she was physically and emotionally abusive during my childhood. I have been working with a therapist the past 3months to deal with this, last week doing a "detachment visualization" where I broke the negative bond between us and set us both free. I haven't talked to her in about 4months, she is still a pretty negative person. I am guessing this nightmare has something to do with that.) When I woke I was so concerned about her and also horrified she seemed to have no feeling, and wanting to say to her "you don't have to do this".

An earlier part of this same dream I just remembered, I took some sort of drug and was high (it felt like I was drunk, don't really know what high feels like!) my father in law was taking care of my daughter and I went off on an adventure (very unlike me, and I don't leave my daughter with anyone yet as she is too young and I am still working on my trust issues ) all I remember is talking to old elementary school friends that I never really fit in with. My husband started panicking that his dad was back early and I was TERRIFIED he would see that I was "high". Soooo strange.

Sorry it's long but any interpretations would be so great!!! Thank you!!!!