DREAM 1:
THE CRASH OF YOUR PAST
Going to school right across the border in England can mean to learn or confirm the proper way to be after your bad associations. And this was right next door to you, of course, in you.
So this plane crash you learned from is what took off and crashed, making huge destruction, that started a war in you - perhaps the battle between your two sides - which you eventually escaped safely from, got clear of.
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DREAM 2:
RESURRECTING YOURSELF
I think the two boys are you assertive or male side - which are two for your dual nature you may be more aware of now. The right way or the wrong way.
The girls your opposite receptive, nurturing side, also dependent on your two sides.
GROWTH LOSS
Your "extreme sadness towards my parents for keeping my children" sounds like your parents stopping your development which may be unavoidable at 19 with you living with them.
And "the reason they kept them away from me was because I needed to focus on more important things than my children" or your own growing ideas.
But I think it is your getting back on the right path, which made you very happy. Because it was after your first going off-track dream which hurt you.
So maybe you had to realize the important things in life, again, before you can have this nice growth that nurtures you.
SADNESS AT FORGETTING FOUR YEARS
Was it 4 years, or since you were 15, you were without this growth? Or does it mean you have been growing for that long but suddenly seemed to chuck it all away with that bad episode. So you reuniting with it now seems the first time and like you had lost all that growth.
So you felt such hatred you missed it, didn't know you had it, forgot it, but you knew when it was born.
And that's why you were sad. You knew you had done wrong, and of course you could have reflected on how this affected your parents too, as well as in you how you were brought up to know better.
BECOMING YOU AGAIN IN JOY AND HAPPINESS
So when the good sunk in again, who you really were, so did the joy, happiness, and love.
You never felt before the feeling of regaining what you lost, so never before felt it so strongly.
So you got to know your good self again, like it was new. Renewed.
You saw again how to play in a team with others, opposite the bad people before.
Throughout, you realized that when you didn't remember what has grown in you, you miss out on so much, which will take away happiness. So your happiness is in remembering this.
BORN FOUR YEARS AGO IN 2007
Maybe for two years you didn't grow?
In 2007, when you were 13 is just coming into puberty starting to become individual. So though it started then, you may not have become conscious of it or active in it til two years later.
HOW YOU MET THEIR MOTHER
You met the other side of yourself, that gave this growth, in your vision, maybe playing games or in the midst of that this seriousness comes out, or maybe it was like a game or when you had fun or were not so serious. But this other side was very beautiful, like what came from your union with it.
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RECURRING PLANE CRASHES
The most recurring theme of your dreams of planes crashing, where you die, or your loved ones die, means your dreams of your relationships with them that you want to take off and fly, yet they crash. Sometimes it kills you, sometimes it kills the other or relationship or in your view, for a time anyway.
So when you save people from plane crashes, you save you or them from the destruction. Sometimes you can't.
Other times your dreams or flights are distant, where they come crashing down.
That's what I see anyway. Maybe some is not on track, doesn't fly, and comes crashing down.
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