Memory flashback dream

**Lenaray** · 12-12-2013 03:58 PM

Last night I had a dream about my ex boyfriend . It shook me to the core and scared me beyond all believe.

It was like a flash back of memories ( but it was more like still photo flashbacks ) , but the memories weren't in order. They where jumbled up all wrong like one would be recent then switch to last years then switch to this year then to the first one we had then the last . It was odd.......they where my happy memories of me and him , BUT they where eerie feeling. like during the dream I kept hearing its to late for saving me , its to late for saving me , its to late for saving me , its to late for saving me , its to late for saving me . Then it switched to saying god you can't let her live this way , you can't let her live this way , you can't let her live this way. The end of the dream said theres still some hope for saving lena. I woke up in tears and just said "Cody please" but it wasn't like my mouth made those words they where clear words my regular voice tone but my voice is so hoarse ! The sayings where being chanted over and over . I woke up at five in the morning crying and I was terrified to go back to sleep.

What could this mean ? I normally don't dream at all and have never had one like this before..

**Cheysdreamer** · 12-13-2013 05:18 AM

WELLLLLLL since no one else is taking this on.....

Maybe you feel something bad is going to happen to him and if it does you won't be able to live with yourself?

**Scionox** · 12-13-2013 03:17 PM

*Moved to Dream Interpretation*

**Lenaray** · 12-13-2013 04:26 PM

I hope nothing happens to him!! It would take a huge piece of me and I would never be the same again.

**Wakinyan** · 12-14-2013 04:10 PM

In "its to late for saving me", who is the "me" (if you know that)? And you're Lena and your ex boyfriend is Cody?

Perhaps you could tell us a little more about the relationship?

**Lenaray** · 12-14-2013 11:09 PM

Im not sure who its refering to , it just says me. Yeah Lena is my nick name Cody is my ex .

Well we have know each other almost two years . We always had good times ect nothing was ever bad between us . I really loved him . He would do anything for his friends , one of his friends mothers had surgery so he went with his friend to be a support system . They left my house at night he kissed me hugged me and told me he didn't want to go and tried to get his friend to go by himself so he could stay with me but his friend said no. He asked me to go but I couldn't so he kissed me said not to worry he was coming back he would come back . The next day I called him before my barrel race , he said to run my runs and call him when I was done , after my runs I called him and I was crying ( I hurt myself the week before in a horse accident and wasn't smart and kept training with small compression fractures in my back and I ran my barrel race that way ) in pain. He tried to make me feel better and was trying to help then all a sudden I heard *beep beep beep* and no one was on the line ! I tried to call him back with no luck. After that his dad told me his phone got discontected and his truck broke down ( which it did ) . Then he just went MIA but his dad tracked him down and found out he was still in the area the hospital was . Him and his dad got into a fight and he said he was never coming back. It hurt it still hurts....it always will. He was the one I could see me spending life with , he was all I wanted. And he is gone I don't know if I'll ever see him again .

**Wakinyan** · 12-15-2013 07:44 AM

I was asking about the relationship because I thought the dream felt almost like a reflection of a trauma. But your experience is in fact rather traumatic, and this dream is part of the emotional process you're going through right now, with feelings of desolation and longing. Such emotions can go very deep and steer up all sorts of images and content never experienced before. Personally I don't think there is much good in trying to interpret this dream, just accept it as part of this difficult inner process, an aftermath of a very upsetting experience. If nightmares of this sort keep coming then perhaps one should look at it in another view.