Well, it all started a night when I dreamt about her and I kissed her, then the next week she had a dream, where I was kissing a friend of mine and she became very jealous ( in real life also), then the next week I dreamt about her again and also kissed her, and the next week she dreamt that I was chasing her and we were like laughing and all, when I suddenly jumped on her we kissed each other for a long time, then we get up and don't talk about it anymore and we make it seem that nothing happened.
In real life this girl has a boyfriend for 10 month now, last weekend we kissed each other and acted like just if we were boyfriends, she was happy. Now she doesn't want to talk about it and we haven't spoken for a week now, I haven't called her, she neither.
Yesterday before I went to sleep, I thought a lot about it so that I had that thought in my mind and probably my subcounciouss could tell me a hint or two about it in my dreams.
The next day I remembered that I dreamt about her. We were in a house with lot of friends of my school, we were like talking a lot hugging ourselves but suddenly she began to escape from me and as I tried to find her, she evaded me...but still looked at me. At the beginning I was very sad because I didn't want to lose her, but then my pride overwhelmed me and I accepted the reality and I never tried to find her again.
Now, in real life. Today I went to write some exams and she was there, with a friend, I was talking with the celphone, and she saw me, I'm sure about it but I didn't turn back, and 5 secs later she was gone.
Yeah...sorry about the conciousness flow, but that was the only way to say this.
I don't know what to think but I'm really sure these dream mean something, and I want to know your opinions and suggestions guys. Thanks a lot 
EDIT: 21/10/05
Assuming everything my dreams predicted about the relationship with this girl, I started ignoring her because I thought I wasn't the one that should have given explanation. And in a few days I realized how true my dreams were, she did ignore me and didn't talk to me, neither to say hi or anything. Until I made up my mind and decided not to let this go like this, even if she ignored me and threw away all the friendship we had, I knew that I had to do something to validate my dreams in a positive way. So I talked to her and asked what she felt when we kissed and she told me that she did it because she was feeling very good at the moment but not in a sexual way. And she also told me that she didn't tell his boyfriend and won't tell him. After that I started loosing everything I was feeling for her, she dissapointed me in every way when she said that, for girlfriends like her I wouldn't have in my life, or so I thought then.
So after I made up my mind about what I was feeling for her, we talked again and I told her that if she wanted to bury me I'd respect that, but if we would be friends again she shouldn't become sad everytime she looked at me. So we started from zero, even if that's impossible, we tried to do it. But she is very impredictable, in some occasions she would be very friendly to me and talk a lot, but some times the opposite, she just ignores me. So I asked myself a night what was the problem, because AGAIN, she was disturbing my thoughts everyday. That night I dream about her, I was in a car, a kind of limousine. I was in the middle and I had two clones of this girl, they spoke intermitently, one would talk and the other would be quiet, they never interrupted themselves. One was very friendly and the other would cut any conversation very quickly or not talk to me at all.
So I felt very confused in that dream and I think this dream represented everything I already knew in the reality. Sometimes your subconscious can give you a better perspective of the reality in the dreamworld, sometimes metaphoricly and sometimes with very concrete events. I just wanted to share this with you as I know many have problems, maybe not of these kind but more serious and that need more attention. I recommend you to ask yourself before you go to sleep what's wrong, fall asleep with that worry and perhaps your subconscious will let you a hand with the problem, just what I've experienced since I've been doing it.
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