First, brief history. My father was killed in an Air Force plane crash when I was 1 year old. Obviously I have zero memory of him other than what family and friends have told me. Whether that is integral to the dream or not, I have no idea.

In my dream, that i have had 8-10 times now...

I am in a passenger plane on take off. As it reaches altitude it goes into an uncontrollable fall. Sometimes it is a dive. In the latest occurrence it rolled over and fell upside down. I could see it starting to fall back through the clouds and as it did I closed my eyes (in my dream) and felt an incredible feeling of peace and acceptance come over me. I thought of my parents and brothers and said goodbye to them. And then I woke up. Upon waking I was not short of breath, or excitable or even anxious. I felt the same peace, almost disappointed to be awake.

It isn't always like that. I have felt scared, sad, panicky and even amused in the other times I can remember having this dream.

Any input is appreciated. Thank you.