hi so my name is daisy, im 18, currently working an office job in the summer before going to art school. i live with my mum and dad. i had this dream last night that i couldnt quite understand.
i was pregnant with twins, and i was on a kind of business trip. i only remember getting on the plane, on the way there and the way back. i remember that most people were looking at me with distaste because i was clearly heavily pregnant and also clearly in my teens. but on each of the flights there was a woman- a different woman both times- who would scream at me as soon as i sat down, telling me that my children were going to be evil, that they were the spawn of satan- theyd scream until the cabin crew came and escorted them away. i remember being really upset in my dream! to the extent that i nearly considered trying to get rid of the twin babies (which would be unlike me). when i got home, i told my mum how i felt and she tried to cheer me up by showing me lots of sonogram pictures of the babies feets and hands and heads- which did really cheer me up! (me and my mum are quite close in real life) i laid in my mums bed and looked at the pictures and i remember feeling very very happy! (i also recall in the dream i wasnt aware of who the father was, i couldnt recall having had intercourse with a guy or anything!) then i had to go to work. i worked as the secretary to a head master of a school- but he was very very cruel. he treated the students like sweatshop workers and there was no real teaching! i really didnt like him- but he didnt resemble anyone from my real life (no one in this dream apart from my mum was anyone i recognised). anyway, the kids were protesting, saying that they wanted to learn, not just do the horrible work (i think it was making clothes) they wanted to learn about maths and english and everything. i stood up and agreed, shouting at the head master and telling him how wrong it was, how i wouldnt let my not-yet-born kids go to a school like that. he didnt listen to any of us- in his office he forgave me but told me never to challenge him again. he left me in the office- it was really horrible with dark wood panels- and told me to do his filing. but when he left instead i took all of his paperwork, brought it out to the paved garden outside the school (which was really just my own garden) doused it with some flamable liquid and dropped a lighter onto it- setting it all on fire! (i dont know if its relevant but i am a smoker in real life- also, there was a red headed guy helping me, but i didnt recognise him, and he was gone once the fire was lit)- i was taking a picture of the burning paper on my phone and accidentally sent it to the head master- i realised i would be in trouble. then i was back in his office and he was telling me off- i remember he was pudgy, in a bad suit, with balding black hair- telling me that i should be greatful he gave me a job- and then he told me he was in love with me and that was the only reason he had hired me. he said he could forgive me as long as i entered into a relationship with him and never questioned him again. i said no (he was also wayyyy older than me) that i didnt have feelings for him. he kept protesting and saying that i must love him- he showed me, i dont know how, but images of how our life could be, how we would live happily, and i still said no. he said i needed him to support me because i was a teenage mother- and i said he was so awful to the children in the school i couldnt let him near my children- he finally realised i wasnt going to say yes- and then the dream ended!
i know this is really quite convoluted, most of my dreams are and i remember them in a lot of detail. i understand if no ones sure about this but just wanted to check- for some reason it really shook me. about me in real life- im nowhere near to being a teen mom, but i do want kids eventually. thats all i can think of thats relevant! feel free to ask any qs!
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