I dream ALOT, I mean ALOT. Most of the time I wake up and the details quickly leave. I have been living with PTSD so most of the dreams are usually nightmares but not really horrific where I wake up and just lay huddled under my blanket. Just regular scared if that makes sense. (Bear with me, just trying to put it into context) During the night I had many dreams nothing new except one. I in my waking world have many issues regarding my late mothers estate, probate/trust legal issues. Three years no because the will and trust were never entered into court. But I digress, sorry. Tonight was different in that I remember most of so clearly like watching a movie. In my waking world I have a small iguana in her tank. During the dream I saw a similar tank but not the same one little details I just knew it wasnt mine. Inside were three snake, One Im sure was a king cobra, the two others Im not sure of. Two of them were dead, like they had been attacked, bitten and in the dream I had assumed it was the cobra as he looked bitten up as well. The two that were dead had their tails in their mouths a good portion of the way. The cobra was up and swaying side to side and hissing when all of a sudden he got out of the tank and darted across the floor chasing me. There was someone with me but I dont recall who. We kept dodging. Now this is where the it gets scary/weird(normally I dont get scared, I watch horror movies tv shows and read that genre on a daily basis and dont get scared, my ptsd dreams are always related to an earlier matter and I never remember details) out of nowhere the chase scene pops out of existence and pops back in with me sitting next to Jerry Stiller the sctor/comedian and me telling him what happened with the snakes. Just as he opens his mouth to say something I wake up. ASs I said I dont scare, ever, this had me so scared and floored I couldnt get out of bed right away. The feeling was horrible. Normally getting out of bed is hard but is related to being bi polar this was much worse. Any thoughts? The jerry stiller part should be funny but for some reason isnt at all.
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