"So my dream started off with me riding the engine cab of trains, I kept getting off of them and then getting on another, always going in the same direction.

Eventually the train tracks came to a sharp bend that went into a forest where the train tracks became overgrown and unused. I approached a campfire that was in the middle of these tracks and a tent was a little further on. The fire was on its way out so I spent a few minutes stoking it. There were bottles of cider in the fire, I presume they were being warmed for some reason.

A friend of mine who I'm quite attracted to came out of the tent and we poked the fire and talked (I don't remember about what).

I lose memory of what happened in between the last part and the next.

Further back down the train track where I'd come from we were in a mansion with a load of people. My friend was no longer wearing colourful hippy-ish clothes and was now wearing a beautiful blue wedding dress and she looked amazing. She was getting married to a young lad I have met a handful of times from a town I lived in for a while. I've no idea if these two know each other in reality.

The friend that I'm attracted to seemed quite sorry that she hadn't known I was attracted to her before and wanted to show that things might have been different. They still got married. He wasn't quite so comfortable with me being around but was understanding and not at all angry.

I wished them all my best and though I was sad for myself I was happy for her. And him, what a lucky guy.

I left the scene with a cheese and onion pasty.

Woke up."

This is my first post on the site. I've tried to remember everything that I can, it's slipping away quite fast. I don't often remember my dreams but this one was quite vivid to the point that I woke up with a massive feeling of relief that it was just a dream. My friend doesn't know I'm attracted to her and she's quite far away from me at the moment but I'll be going up there sometime soon (I'm a traveller, no fixed abode) and she's 8 years younger than me. The lad she married I've met a few times, he's about ten years younger and thinks I'm cool, as do I him, for the little we know of each other. Thanks in advance for reading and trying to help me interpret! xxxx