For the past couple of weeks, I've been having the same dream but couldn't really remember all of it. This time, I was aware of it and could remember it.
It started with me being at my Mom's house the same age I am now, 30. I was sitting on the couch wrapped up in a blanket when my husband walked in and told me to close my eyes that he had a surprise for me. I did and I felt something jump up next to me, when I opened my eyes, it was a full grown deer snuggled up next to me, with antlers. I was just ecstatic, I told him it was what I had always wanted. My husband told me we had to get going that I was going to be late and when I took off the blanket, I had on my uniform from my senior year of highschool. I ended up back at school with a new book bag and it was filled with my books. I found my locker but had a problem opening it, when I finally did open it, the top and bottom locker were both filled to capacity with books, clothes, papers etc. I didn't know what my schedule was and I didn't really seem to care. I was more concerned with cleaning out the locker. The more I took out of the locker, the more stuff would be in it. A note would fall out from a girl that made my life in highschool hell, that I tried to be friends with because I knew what her situation was at home. In one note it would say that if I didn't respond to this note, she wasn't going to talk to me anymore and this would be the last note she ever sent me. The second one said that she wanted to be friends and if I didn't respond, she wouldn't send me another note. The last note from her said that I hurt her because I didn't let her know I was getting married and I didn't ask her to stand up to my Wedding and this was going to definitely be the last note from her. I haven't seen or heard from this girl in 13 years. I broke ties with her after we graduated because I finally realized she wasn't a healthy person to have in my life. The dream ended with me being told that I had to get to class and my first class was a floating class. When I got to the class, there was a huge cylinder see thru pool. People were in it and would sink to the bottom. Once on the bottom of the pool, some of them were painting, some were playing guitar and others were just floating around doing tricks. I found the teacher and told her that I was in the wrong class, I didn't want to be in that class and I would fail because I was afraid to go in pools with water over my head. In my awake life, I don't like going in the deep end of the pool, even though I do know how to swim.
I thought the filled locker could mean I have some baggage, but I'm not sure if that's right or what the rest means. Any ideas would be appreciated.
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