I did not have any interesting dreams for a while but I had this one dream this year in September and I just can't forget it.
I have some family issues the biggest problem is my Dad. He was aggressive but he was never aggressive to me just verbally. And he is a really bad guy that thinks he is better than everyone else. When my brothers were little he was aggressive to them and not just verbally. But I was lucky that I was still pretty young and did not see much from that time. Anyway I do not want to talk about my past because it is way too long. But in conclusion my Dad is still a bad guy but old and now he only has arguments with my mother. My Dad usually works but after my Mom has argument with my Dad she is really sad, And I wish she would just break-up with him but she says she is too old and that we need him that she loves him and hates him and that he changed. I really want my Dad out of my life I do not want to see him knocking at my door one day when I am happy asking if he could come in. So without thinking about my problems I feel asleep and in the morning before I woke up I had this really beautiful dream that was soo real. I was in my old house in the kitchen and my parents had an argument like always. And I was in the pantry searching food and a friend from my mom was also there but she did not do anything she just was there. After my parents had their argument my dad said he would always love me and I should not forget that. (but I don't think I wanted him to say that because he always says that anyway as an apology) And after that he was gone and I knew that my parents broke-up. And then there was silence and I loved it I felt so relived. I did not see my mom sad after that and the funny thing is I went back to the pantry and I found Nutella and I don't think the Nutella has some deep meaning I just really like sweet stuff. But after that dream I had breakfast with my family and I could not believe it. It was like my life would be some sort of joke or a movie because after such a beautiful dream that I only realized wasn't real after I woke up my parents had an argument again. It was like some kind of a sick joke and it makes me want to sleep forever. It makes me believe that dreams are sometimes better than reality. I just really wanna talk about this dream and understand the revealing feeling that I got I know that I wanted my dad to be gone. But he also works most of the time so I am pretty alone. Why did I like the silence in my dream ? Why was it different from the silence when I am alone usually ? And should I really believe that life sucks and dreams are awesome ? Thank you for your time. I appreciate every answer and I love this site