Hello, I am a new user of this website, created the account today, hoping I could ask for opinions as to what the interpretation of the dream I had tonight could be..
I know that I should be the best person to interpret my dreams, but I think I can only benefit from other persons perspective on what this dream could mean specially because i'm still learning this stuff and it is new territory for me....
So, I will first give you some context, as far as who I am, what I have been through, my life etc as this can probably help you guys help me..hopefully..
I am a 24 years old male, that has gone through a lot of crap the last couple years...injustices, made lots of enemies without apparent reasons other than speak the truth, lost everything, family, friends, and parents but the most precious thing.. my health...
I won't give much details as to what happened in regards to my health here because it would take too much time explaining everything, the texto would be just too long.
But briefly, what I can say is that all my life I suffered injustices. to the point that I was injected with drugs forced, without consente. ( I won't share more details here about this because it is too graphic)
And this event destroyed my life completely.. pretty much..
I am breathing still , but not able to live..
My liver , kindneys, and who knows what else were "completely" destroyed after being poisoned with these drugs.
Became dependent of my father, because I am not able to work a regular job like evryone else.. i am allways too weak.. wasting away.. praying that the creator and the powers that be to give me another chance to live life.. a new life , a life with purpose.
I did not seek medical care/advice as far as my health problems for several reasons.
First, that could only make it worse, since young age i was misdiagnosed, suffered a lot of medical negligencies, by the time I was 18 I was already exploring natural ways to treat myself and others, with the propper diet and lifestyle and not pharmaceutical drugs that mask symptoms instead of treating the root cause of the problem.
Basically , since that age I can say I developed a strong Foundation as far as knowledge of how the human body Works and what it really needs to function properly.
So, I decided to treat myself with diet only, and 3 years after this poisoning event, I feel better. There was a point that my father needed to take my food to bed, and bottles etc to urinate and make my necessities, because I was too weak to do things by myself.
But now I feel better. Not good, as I once felt.. But better. I think I still have a few yars to recover, and I might not recover fully.. but.. I don't know.. I'll wait to see what the future will bring..
Against the odds, I am still alive. Like I said before, I have many enemies. Not that I consider them enemies, but I know people who live they're lifes trying to ruin my life.
To the extent that some of these guys/girls resort to witchcraft and satanismo.
If that Works? maybe..Maybe that's why I have been cursed all my life with tragic happenings.
I think I am getting long here, so I encourage you guys that have questions that you think could help interpret this dream, please go ahead and ask..
The dream I had tonight was strange. It wasn't the first of this kind. meaning that is a message. And it was very lucid.
I was walking. I don't know where I was headed, the final destination or whatever, but I was walking as If I was going somewhere. I was surrounded by strange buildings, with a red sort of clay like colour. But In the dream I knew where I was going to , I didnt feel lost.. and so, while I was walking, I saw what I thought was a dead cat...
It was white..but I think it had a few black dark hairs as well
but it was mostly white...
The poor cat was crushed almost completely, as if it had been run over by a car or something like that.. It already had flies all over its face and body...
I remember thinking this in the dream " Oh, my god the cat is so hurt that we wont survive, so I might just go and let him here, plus, to help him, I would need to go back to the place I came , and I am too tired to do that...( I was feeling very sad).. but after this thought, another thought came in to my mind, wich was ( fuck that, I will try and help him , if I am tired, the effort I put into saving and helping others will be rewarded by the universe.. I hope..
Even if I fail and it dies,At least i tried to save the cat... My consciience would not forgive me if I abandoned the poor cat..the cat was so hurt, was cryng in the dream as if I could feel the pain and suffering of the cat, so I turn back to go to where I was supposed to go to help the cat, but as soons as I turn around to take the same path back, the buildings sort of changed places, like I was like, where the hell am I supposed to go now? I need to hurry, the cat is dying, I started to cry, because I want to go back and try to save the cat but now I was lost, i didnt know where I was supposed to go, so the feeling " oh no the cat will die" , "no, I need to get back and try to save the cat!, as fast as I can" that's when the dream ends and I wake up..
What do you guys think this could mean? please ask any questions you may find helpful to interpret this dream.
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