Strange dreams about Michael Jackson...

[Dreamer540]

First - rest in peace, Michael. I don't know why I have you in my dreams. Secondly - I know this is my second post here and that I should slow down and leave space for others. But I'm still thinking about this, and I don't know what it means, so I'll ask right now - because I know here's people who can help me. I am grateful to all who answer me! This dream is really complex(for me). I don't know why Michael Jackson was in him. He symbolizes something, but I just don't understand. Yes, I like him very much, but I don't have obsessions with him or something. I love his music and I love him as a man. The truth is, I've always loved music and for the last half year I'm really thinking about I'll try to pursue singing and music, but I'm not sure of my voice, if I have some talent and so on... You know it. I just do not know if I can really have a future in the music. It seems to me that this dream was connected with it. In this dream I went with Michael to the hotel after some red carpet (lol), he meanwhile sang one of his songs to me. At the end he stopped and turned to me, standing there for a while, and I leaned over to kiss him(don't judge me, that dream ain't my fault), but he refused it. He went (but we weren't angry or something) into the hotel, and I remember that in the meanwhile he said to himself: "You're such a comedian, really..." - he simply spoke to himself. I went straight front the road where was the transition. In front of him I looked back at the hotel, Michael stood at one of the large windows and watched me, he wore a white jacket, a white hat and black glasses, and next to him was a small baby. I knew intuitively that he wanted me to come back, he literally sent me that idea - but I obeyed the logical thinking that was says it's stupid. So I crossed the transition and got to the other side of the road, into some narrow street. A woman with a dog came out at the end of the street, and I immediately knew it's a danger and ran back to Michael. Meanwhile, I was saying to myself I'm stupid, because I knew I shouldn't go here and that I should not listen to the logic. I also was said to myself that anyway somebody needs to take care about that baby(which was there with Michael). The second dream (but actually was the first one about M.) was that I was standing with someone behind the scenes while Michael was singing on the podium. But then he just disappeared. People behind the scenes began to ask who would could sing it instead of him(They literally sayd something like "who want take a wheel instead of him") and I signed up. I sang something on the stage, I enjoyed it. For some reason, when I was singing, I shot from a gun at some black targets in front of me, they was looking little bit like big balloons, lol. And then, in the middle of the singing, I looked to the left and saw a man in the dark corner of the backstage hold sack on the Michael's head and a gun at front of head. He shot him. I think it scared me in the dream, but I sang the song to the end and went backstage. Then they asked me if I'd take it again, so I said yes. In the middle of the next song, Michael returned to the stage and I was wondering what he was doing there when he was dead. I don't like this dream, really. I had one more dream about M. but that dream was really weird and it's hard to describe him. But if someone wanted to know him a lot, I would try to write it. I have a lot of dreams about singing now, I was recently on stage with Arianna Grande, and when she asked me in behind the scenes what I was doing there, I told her that I just wanted to know how it feels be on the stage. So she said okay and started laughing, I don't know why (but I think she didn't laugh at me). Weird dream. If anyone knows what my dreams means, I'll be grateful for the interpretatio(or your thoughts, comments, just anything). And eventually I'm sorry for my English, I'm not a native speaker. I know that this post is long, but I have so many dreams and lot of them are just... So symbolic - and I so don't understand them. I'm trying to teach something about dreams from books, but I think I just don't have talent for this. For me it's still like a big mystery. Now I have a really complicated life and I'm gratefull for every sign and help - and I think my dreams trying to tell me something but... You know. Have a good day everyone!

[slash112]

Oh wow, I gotta say, I enjoy reading your dreams. The way I'm seeing this is, the dreams are telling you that you gotta go for it! Follow your dreams. Follow your heart. We all have the power to make our life what we want. It seems the dreams are using Michael Jackson as a idol figure. Someone you look up to in the music world. I personally think he's an incredibly inspiring man. If you feel that way too, embrace that. Having role models is a good thing. And the dreams have lingering tones of fear. You fear the idea of "going for it". You fear the idea of trying and then failing. But you must remember that fear does nothing but hold you back. Fear is only a limitation. Fear is also full of illusion. Let go of your fear, and follow your heart.

[Darkmatters]

Babies and death have very strong symbolic importance in dreams. A baby represents potential. Your potential. It's something small and vulnerable that you've "given birth to" in a sense, and that needs to be protected and nurtured for some time until it grows strong and can take care of itself. Death is not really what people think in dreams. It relates to the symbolism of death and resurrection, like Christ or various other gods. What it means is that something needs to die before something new can be born to take its place. A person dreaming of their own death doesn't mean that they will literally die - instead it means something like "who you are now must die so that who you are becoming can be born". I think this is part of the meaning of the Michael Jackson figure being killed, but I think there's also a bit more involved. He seems to represent musicians who are already well established, and you are the one being asked to take his place. So his being killed seems to mean symbolically that there will be openings - some of the stars who are onstage now so to speak will be gone, leaving vacancies that you can fill. I'm not entirely sure what to make of the fact that the baby was with Michel Jackson rather than you, but I do think the baby represents your career as a musician, or something like that. Maybe it represents you becoming a singer or starting a new life dedicated to doing so. Anyway, I believe it's a very good series of dreams.

[Dreamer540]

Huh, simply wow... Thank you both very much. I'm little bit scared from my strange dreams which I had in this last times, but on one hand it's interesting. Whole my life is strange now... Anyway thank you again for comments, now I feel less lost. I'm sure nothing prevents me to at least try music and singing. And you are right that fear is just an illusion. I'm just confused now, because one person turned my life upside-down some time ago, and whoever who I was is suddenly a stranger. And there's someone new with whom I'm just getting to know and finding that maybe it's been me all the time. I would be happy if I could sing, but I do not know... I'll see. I always wanted to have some "bigger" task in my life and can work with the public. And live music is a wonderful transmitter of energy and thoughts. When people listen to you, you can tell them a lot. I just have the feeling that my crazy dreams can not be fulfilled. So what I can do, I have to try at least. Thanks!

[slash112]

You are very welcome Wow, you are showing classic signs of spiritual awakening. I'm gonna say some stuff right now that could be life changing. Proceed with caution, and remain calm, and just remember, you are always ok, you will be ok. I feel I can relate with you here, because I've went through similar ordeals (similar in energy). Before I knew that I was going through an awakening, I felt completely lost. I didn't know who the heck I was, cause suddenly this new personality came over me, and it felt like looking back on my life was like looking at a stranger. Eventually I discovered that I should go INTO that lost-ness. ALLOW myself to get as lost as I possibly can. Completely surrender. It was one of the most blissful things I've ever done. Many weights were lifted from my shoulders. I felt lighter and lighter and lighter until it felt like I was just floating through life. I lost interest in everything. But I was overcome with a deep sense of peace. It was scary at first, until I truly saw the peace. And I could still live life just fine. I had no worries, but nothing was going wrong or blowing up in my face. I realized that all my worries were pointless. What happened next was, my mind was so wide open, that I started discovering things that were just MEANT for me. I learned about my true self. I learned more about who I am as a person, and as a spiritual being. I learned my place in the universe. I learned what it is I actually enjoy doing, as I slowly started picking things up that felt nice with me. The best advice I could give you is, roll with it! And look out for things that spark joy in you. If something sparks joy, peace or consciousness in you, then it will help you grow and it will help you become happy. It sounds like music is a big one for you, but remember to remain open to everything, sometimes the universe throws an unexpected opportunity at you, you just gotta be open enough to notice it as an opportunity. And if you're interested in spiritual awakening, just Google "spiritual awakening" and have a flick through. Or even YouTube it. There are a lot of good infos out there to help people going through these shifts.

[Dreamer540]

I just do not know what I would do without the internet. Thanks to him I can find people like you. I was afraid to write it to anyone but it turned out much better than I expected. I'll definitely stay on this forum. And I'll definitely find something about spiritual awakening. I just have to say - you know - thanks. Recently, I feel like a stranger everywhere, I'm glad to know someone else who had similar feelings.

[slash112]

Yeah I gotta be honest with you, we are few and far-between. There are many of us around the world, but we are so spread out that it's rare to find many of us in the one location. So many of us go through feeling like a stranger, an outsider, or just generally feel lonely. But yeah it's great to get "out there" on the internet and meet like-minded individuals. It's just good to know you're not alone in the world. And you're welcome, I really am glad I could help. If you get stuck with anything, don't hesitate to ask about it! The Beyond Dreaming section in DV is ideal for posting spiritual questions btw, just so you know for future.